Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen!

2006-07-22T22:02:00.000+04:00

Monthly Update

Yep, I am back with my update on happenings of last month. I doubt you're interested, but I intend to make complete use of my supposed right to freedom of speech and expression. That's if some dumbass losers don't block my blog!

I'll begin with the 'good stuff'

~ Roo's party !!
Super fun! I've always wanted to go for a costume party...only hitch was that I didn't exactly have a costume on the day of the party. But I guess my dress did make me look like quite a lot of things...Helen of Troy, Farm girl, Flower girl, Lil Bo Beep, Bride's maid...pick whatever you like.

~ Thailand!
I don't have any life changing stories or spiritual tales to tell from there...but all I can tell you is that this place was super fun. The water sports..the rides...the cruises...the shopping...It was all fabulous!. Oh and it's the only place I've ever been to where my brother was getting warnings instead of me...thanks to all those hookers and homosexual men. Too funny!

~ The dance show!!
In 5 years of dancing I had never given even one single dance performance. The excuse I gave was that I like to dance for myself, not for others. But in these last few months I've realized that there sure is something about performing on stage. The whole getting ready before the show…checking out boys here and there :p…trying to sneak out to get better seats…the yelling and the screaming… this show has been one helluva experience.

~ My 1st visible dance injuries!!
I must sound crazy right now...but inspite of the fact that every part of my body still hurts like hell, there is something nice about being able to show off your dance injuries...

~ Movie marathons, insane photo sessions, shopping sprees yada yada...
No more do I feel deprived of certain good things that life has to offer. ;)

And the 'Bad stuff'

~ Exams!
Please don't ask me to stop cribbing coz my result hasn't been all that pathetic. It's not only about the results. These exams have ruined my life in a lot many other ways. It's really not fair that exams always take place when lots of other things are happening. Take this time for instance, the world cup..wimbledon..good movies..birthdays..my own birthday! Everything good happens just when there are exams going on. And studying history on your birthday isn't exactly my idea of a 'happy birthday'. It's even worse to spend your birthday mugging up 4 chapters only to find your exam paper filled with questions from the 5th chapter that you left.

~ SAT
So i miss my last chance to go on a school trip ever to get pathetic results like mine. Don't want to talk about this anymore.

~ Incomprehensible langugage speaking people
So Thailand was fun all right...but there were certain things over that annoyed me to no end. The people there couldn't understand any English for one. Thanks to them, I ate earthworms or some worms thinking it was chocolate! yikes! Even the thought of it makes me want to puke now.

~ Illnesses
I should receive an award for being perpetually ill. Eye infection, ear infection, allergies, cold, cough...something or the other is always up with me! Always!
And as far as my illnesses are concerned, last month's been the worst.

If you're still reading, then that my dear friend was the month that was.

PS: A friend made me realize that I'm not under any kind of stress whatesoever.
Not even any U Stress. I guess that explains why I'm so lazy and irresponible.
Ya reading Rushi? Now you won't wanna make me undergo 'stress' in order to make me more responible, would ya :P

2006-06-29T23:35:00.000+04:00

How much thought does a puppeteer give to how he's going to manipulate his marionettes.
Not much I'm guessing. The puppets are pretty insignificant in his life right?
Are we too mere puppets in the hands of some master puppeteer?
If we are then I'm just hoping that the master is fond of happy endings!

P.S: Happy, actually, a not so happy birthday to me!

2006-05-25T16:29:00.000+04:00

I haven't been shopping in almost 4 months now.

I haven't seen a movie in the theatre since Brokeback Mountain which too was ages ago.

I haven't read a good book in months now.

I have only just missed the last chance to go on a school trip ever thanks to SAT in which I'm probably going to geta a negative score. I know that's not possible, but considering how much I'm studying, I might just make that happen too.

And I haven't been on a date since...oh well...I've never ever been on a date.

I feel so deprived of the good things in life!

2006-05-23T19:57:00.000+04:00

I have the weirdest friends.
The other day we were just sitting in the library and we yet again ended up having the most bizarre conversation.

Homie 1: I can't go swimming again
Homie 2: Down?
Homie 1: Damn yeah!
Homie 3: Can't you use tampons or something, eh?
Homie 4: You need to have had done it for that. Coz the hymen needs to be broken.
Homie 1: This sucks. Can't i just use a pen? Even better,A compass
Everyone : Ouch! Shuddaap!

I've a feeling that one of the librarians heard us coz just when I was about to leave, she shot at me the most disgusted glance.

Lol...my friends are a bit weird...but that makes me love my bitches all the more.
And next time we go bowling, I'm so going to kick their pretty lil asses!
(Ha ha...who am I kidding!)

2006-05-21T16:47:00.000+04:00

Deserving against Reserving

I know that a bit too many blog entries and articles have been dedicated to this issue.
And I know that you would want to dismiss this as another one of those worthless articles written on this matter of concern. But I'm not trying to write about how unfair I think this whole thing is. Neither am I trying to dump my opinion upon anyone.
Its just that lately, I've talked to a lot of people who are for these reservations. And I would just like to bring their attention to certain facts.

Firstly, the reservation proposal strangely coincided with the elections in five states.
Now anyone who possesses even a minuscule bit of intelligence is going to interpret this as a political gimmick and a strategy to get votes.
But they tried to justify this act by claiming that about 70% of our population is backward and this and that.
Now I don't know how most people aren't aware of this particular fact, but according to
this article only about 36% and not 52% of the population can be defined as belonging to the Other Backward Classes. That too comes down to about 32% if we exclude the Muslim backward classes.
These stats have been picked up from the National Sample Survey's 1999-2000 round.
So this basically means that the OBC population is almost as much as the mainstream population. Then why should they get all the advantage?
This article also tells us that 'If, you use the NSS/NFHS figures, a 50 per cent reservation ceiling will cover three fourths of all OBCs, and if Muslim OBCs are to be kept out of reservations, then 86 per cent of the remaining will get covered by reservations.'
So 86% of the backward population would get covered by these reservations and the hardworking mainstream students...who slog like crazy wouldn't get in, despite getting good marks.

Most of these OBCs haven't even got decent primary level education. Wouldn't it be a better idea to work on that, so that they can fairly compete against the regular students later on in their lives. This is only going to lead to a drop in the standards and creation of more inequality between the "quota" students and the rest of them.

I have nothing against giving them a chance and all that jazz. But hasn't the government already tried this once with the SCs and STs? Did it work? I think not.
The so called 'creamy layer' got all the advantage.
And now they want to repeat the same mistakes all over again.

And I agree that protesting the way they are isn't probably the most peaceful and rational way to have our opinions heard. But what's happening to those students in turn is really not justified. Last I heard, 4 people died in the lathi charge in bhubeneshwar and 1 person died in the hunger strike in Delhi.
Is this what we call 'Democracy'?

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P.S: BLACK OUT is being observed by switching of all lights for a few minutes b/w 8:00 PM
8:20 PM on the 22nd of may. If you are against these reservations then kindly do so
and spread the word.

2006-05-18T22:49:00.000+04:00

Never thought...

Never thought I'd become so garrulous that it would become difficult to make me stop blabbering!
And then, never thought it would be so difficult to speak when words were desperately needed to remove the air of awkwardness.

Never thought dancing on Britney Spears would cheer me up!(kill me, someone kill me!)

Never thought 2 minutes of conversation with someone I barely knew would convey so much sadness that it would make me want to cry.

Never thought I could detest hypocrites with such an intense passion and then feel like one and then hate myself for that!

Never thought I could be stupid enough to want to make the same mistakes all over again!

Never thought I'd become what I am today!

Wondering why I'm suddenly introsepcting so much?
Well it was time for the social service camp yet again.
I've been to so many NGOs..I've met so many kids, i've interacted with so many children...I've even taught so many children!
But nothing has ever been as meaningful as the 2 hours of conversation I had with the aged in the old age home today!
Really got me thinking.

2006-04-18T14:37:00.000+04:00

Blogging can be very wearisome.
There's so much to write about but typing it down is a very tedious job.
Yes...that is going to be my excuse for not posting for so long. Not only that...I have also not been keeping very well lately. I'm down with a terrible cold and slight fever.
Now common cold i tell you can be very annoying. Thanks to it and the vigorous nose blowing, I now have a nose with peeled skin. And you know, applying chapstick on your nose feels very weird and funny. It's high time someone comes up with a cure for common cold.
Another very annoying thing about cold and fever is that you have to miss school
Initially I did feel quite elated about missing the Monday test but now sitting at home and having nothing to do is just bugging the living hell out of me.
I did try to utilize my leisure time and ended up reading a whole lot of blogs.
Its funny how almost everyone’s writing about how depressing leaving school would eb and all that.
Since ‘optimism’ happens to be my greatest asset (lol)…I decided to show you the bright side of having to leave school.
And so I give you 10 reasons why you are not going to miss school.
1. No more Monday tests
2. No more waking up at 5:30 in the morning
3. No more attending assemblies (they were seriously a pain in the ass)
4. No more uniforms with a diseased logo on them
5. No more molestation by Goswami the great (she feels you up real bad while tucking in your shirt)
6. No more paying for never even touched almanacs/prathana books/newspapers etc
7. No more sleeping on uncomfy desks.

I know you’re going to tell me that you’re probably going to miss all of this as well.
But think about it…are you actually going to miss Monday tests?
If you are, then what are you, super geek?

I am quite an optimist, aint I?

P.S I know I was supposed to give you 10 reasons…but really couldn’t think of anything else right now.

2006-04-02T22:52:00.000+04:00

Queer Resemblances

Agreed it has been a long time since I posted last, but you didn't think I had abandoned my blog now, did you?
Well, just incase you did....too bad that you'll have to continue bearing the rubbish that I write on my blog.

Coming to the point of the post now - resemblances.
It's like...being the distracted teenager that I am, I can't really help thinking about meaningless things in the middle of the boring, monotonous classes. So the other day while I was trying to sleep on one of the "uncomfy desks" of our classoom during some yet another humdrum class...I thought it's funny how some of our teachers resemble these bizarre fictional charecters.
For instance
~ Doesn't Mukta Luther the eco teacher totally resemble "Ursula" the sea witch in"The little Mermaid" ?
~Doesn't babe the bitch..Oops! I mean Rita khanna...Doesn't she resemble "Babe- the pig in the city"?
~ 0h and doesn't Mr.M.Hussain look like a female version of "Cruela"
~ And bulldogs aren't fictional but doesn't Ms.Renu Nayyar completely resemble one?
~ And finally our dear principal who seriously is like a female version of "Uncle Scrooge".After gem made me think about it....I could totally picture her in a bikini diving into a pool of money made by ripping off us poor lil kids!

I've been offending a lot of people lately...so if you thought this was offending then all I'm going to say is that this was all written in good humour.

PS:I have finally decided what i want to do in life.
I want to be a movie critic. How amazing is it to have a job where you watch movies all day
not only do you get paid forr it but you also get to dump your opinion upon others!
Hmm..sounds like fun!

2006-02-17T21:39:00.000+04:00

Rajasthan
Agra
Kashmir
Pondicherry
Andamans
Assam
Gujarat

India has the most beautiful of places. Then why would anyone want to go abroad?

2006-02-08T20:50:00.000+04:00

Every entry doesn't have to have a title

You guessed it right..it is just another one of those random, senseless posts!! Random coz so much has been happening lately and senseless coz it's being written by me.You see,you do tend to start blabbering, and cases like this one, even writing senseless stuff when you have so much responsibily on you!
It is hard to be the President of The Pervert Club* (even if you're just the self proclaimed President)and also a member of The Sad Joke Club and manage all of it along with all the work I'm being given in school these days. I barely got over with the eco project that I'm having to start with my psychology project...lab file and what not.

Psychology project reminds me, that it's terrible to have your 30 marks in the hands of a pedophile.** I'm just hoping that my subject who's a pedophile would reply back to my mail.

Anyway,coming back to the random stuff...I was reading this old edition of the weekly magazine "Brunch" and I came across this article on metrosexuality.
The article was about these staffers who were given a makeover and were asked to write about it. One of these journalists included Indrajit Hazra whose articles, especially the ones on the rock n' roll circuit I've always loved!! And I've always thought that his taste in music is brilliant. But I was shocked to see what they did to him in the name of a "makeover" and he seemed pretty happy with it too!! I wish i could post the pictures....they actually made him look like one of those cheap roadside romeos. The article got me wondering about why so called metrosexual men
choose to become...well metrosexual!
You know, being a girl I can tell you that contrary to the popular belief that girls love visiting beauty salons...we detest it!Atleast I hate it coz it's always such a painful experience!!It's actually more of a compulsion. And why inspite of having an option "metrosexual men " choose to visit the salon is beyond my comprehension.
I guess, metrosexuality is one thing that I'll just never be able to understand!!

Apart from that, a lot of freaky stuff has been happening lately. For instance...isn't it weird that you send a message to someone and that someone sends you the exact same message at that very moment! And this didn't only happen once, but it happened thrice!! Should have always known that Snigi and I were made for each other.:P
And yeah, isn't it incredibly weird that you sleep extremely peacefully the entire night but when you wake up, you find these scratches on your arm?**
Maybe my parents did it to me coz i didn't fwd the stupid "smith sisters murdered" letter!
People get a life...such forwards are so annoying.

Oh and i just remembered that V day is somewhere around the corner! So i guess it's time for me to go into hibernation before i get asked out by some more weirdos.

And now I can't think of any more random stuff so would just like to end by officially anouncing The Humanities Blog-
"www.humaniacs.blogspot.com" ! You better check it.
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* For more details, check out the humaniuities blog!
**: Members of the Pervert Club, kindly refrain from getting ideas.

2006-02-02T22:29:00.000+04:00

Masti ki Paathshaala

I spent the entire year cribbing about how terrible school was and how i hated it!
And now when 11th has almost come to an end, I've started realizing how much fun school actually is.The last few days in school with the talent show and all happening, have especially been a whole lot of fun.
I've done some of the craziest things this year!
I still can't believe today I:

~ Stood on top of the OAT staircase with Gemma and sung "jhalak dikhlaja" on the top of my lungs. That too in the nasal voice and with all the actions!

~ Broke into Molly weasley's aka Vampire's (read Rita Khanna's) room, stole the keys to HS 104 which happens to be the 1st room on the 1st floor of hostel block and jumped out of it's window!!Now there's a platform over there which you can jump on, which leads to another platform which leads to the stair case...but most people don't know that, so it's a whole lot of fun to see everyone's reaction when you tell them that you're committing suicide.
Partner in crime was of course Gemma aagain!

~ Asked out Farnoosh with Gemma...asked him to choose from the both of us...compromised and agreed on ahem! sharing him with 2 other chicks as well...followed him around everywhere....screamed embarrassing stuff as soon as we'd see him and totally freaked him out!

~ Witnessed a cat fight for the 2nd time in this year! Well almost...i missed the slap though!

~ Managed to covince a whole lot of people that Merchant of Venice is actually a stupid racist play about gays and transvestites! I'm sure there's no doubt left about that after reading the last act in our English period today!

I also realized...that no matter how much i say i hate my teachers, they'r all nice in their own ways!

Our eco teacher who actually got angry at vanshika in the cutest possible way when vanshika blurted out the ending of Rang de Basanti, which by the way is an amazing movie!
And this teacher's damn funny when she imitates kids from our class!

Our psychology teacher who's one teacher who somehow always makes sense! You can talk to her about anything, be it homosexuality or your love life or Akshay and Nishtha's love life for that matter!:P

Our History teacher, who is very headstrong butthen she does teach well (i.e when she teaches)
And i still can't get over the fact that after our performance in the talent she actually whispered to me in my ears thet "we were lookin "hot" on stage"!

Our political science teacher who's an amazing teacher and pol. sc. is so much better than math!

And in the end our english teacher who I think does not hate me anymore and that makes her good enough!

And this post is dedicated to my class, it rocks!!!

2006-01-17T20:23:00.000+04:00

My first attempt at making a chain e-mail!!

Now u better read before you see the picture!!

The girl in this picture is Saumya.
So it was just another regular day for her. She was having a good time with her friends and was getting these pix clicked! The computer guy who can be seen in the background was doing something with the RAM! Everything was going fine until she got this picture clicked!! This picture had Gemma's ghost in the background!
When the computer guy saw the pic, he screamed and fainted and nearly had a heart attack! Ok fine so i'm exaggerating!However the picture is very scary!! So you better copy-paste this and e-mail it to atleast 13 imraan hashmi look alikes or else his ape like face will keep hanuting u in ur dreams! That too wid his serial kisser tee on!
You will also be jinxed and will become a weirdo magnet!
And no one will ever help you out with the RAM in your computer if you ever have a problem!

Ok...so maybe the post was sad...but ain't the pic wid gem's bhoot fuckin cool?

2006-01-12T21:57:00.000+04:00

Dementia

I know I’ve deprived you for long and a part of the reason behind that is of course the fact that I’ve been keeping very busy off late! I know you don’t believe that and yes, you are right, I’m just a lazy bum! But the main reason behind my updating hasn’t been that. I have actually not been updating for your best. It’s that I think I’m gradually getting more and more demented day by day and I believe that reading my posts in such a situation could be extremely harmful to your mental balance!
I mean i see the kind of things I’ve done lately and I just can’t believe that I said or did something like that!

Like the other day we were sitting in class and someone asked me for a piece of paper and I’m very conveniently telling that someone to “tear off the register from my page.” So it was just a slip of tongue, totally understandable. At least that’s what I told myself until I did some more insane stuff!

Then one day when we were in Goa, we had gone to this beach and I had been in the water for a bit too long. The water was extremely salty and my eyes had started burning. Saumya was telling me that even her eyes were burning and I’m suddenly like, “The water was so salty that I could feel the salt”
2 seconds later realized what I had said and I’m thinking, “No wait! That was the sand!”

Goa reminds me that although it was a whole lot of fun and it was just beautiful, it also became really sad at times!
For instance as soon as we arrived, I was feeling all giddy and was having a headache and was having this conversation with Saumya:
Me: It feels as though I’m on a ship and the sea’s very violent so we’re going up and down.
Saumya: Cool, we could tell everyone that we stayed on a ship and had a lot of fun :P
Me: Sure, but I’ll have to tell them that I didn’t enjoy that much because of the headache or maybe I could call it sea sickness! :P
Saumya: Good idea!

Yes, that’s how crazy I’ve been acting lately! And If you thought that was sad, I dunno what you’d say to the absurd conversations I’ve been having with Ajat off late.
He has actually been coming up with ways to murder me. The most evil one he could find was pouring melted plastic on me!! I suppose that’s his way of taking his revenge for my punching him!
We’ve also decided that when the tooth fairy will come I’ll punch him and break his teeth so that she can collect them and I’ve also made a loony song on him!!

And that’s not it….I’ve done a whole lot of other stupid things lately as well. I mean the other day…I was just passing on this lame fwd msg about pairing me up with someone to some friends! Now I don’t know why but I’ve somehow always been the center of all these lesbian jokes. so ajat finds it very amusing to pair me up with saumya and very absent mindedly I tell him that the msg said girl and not boy wen he was the other way round! He couldn’t stop laughing. I did tell him that it was sarcastic n he believed me too although now he’s going to find out that it wasn’t!

Anyway, so I suppose now you know that I am seriously losing my marbles!!
Apart from that, my trip was just awesome beyond words!! It’s been just great!!
And yeah, WEIRDO UPDATE: Through out our journey this black guy who might just have been younger than me kept looking at me. I thought of shifting a little and drawing the curtains and as soon as I did he that he tilted his face and started smiling!! He kept doing that throughout. It was really creepy!!

2005-12-17T22:55:00.000+04:00

Incoherent Rambling

Warning: If you're one of t my teachers then it is requested of you to not read any further because that can be hazardous to my health!
Also,what follows this is horribly BORING!! Just wrote it to get rid of the complaints about not updating my blog. You don't have to read any further. If you do, don't blame me in the end. And if you do manage to reach the end, u might as well comment!

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When i was really young....I wanted to be this really cool rockstar. Then, I wanted to be a choreographer.
Then I grew up a little and i wanted to be a marine biologist (which i still don't mind but i don't have science anymore)
Then I wanted to get into genetic engineering! I then wanted to be a professor. Then I wanted to be a historian and then for a very little while I wanted to be a psychiatrist! Then I decided that I wanted to be a journalist and then i finally decided that i wanted to be a psychologist! But then after studying psychology I started getting second thoughts!
And now I have no idea what I want to do!
So now that I am thought of as a hopeless git because of that, it has finally been decided that I will have to study math as a sixth subject after all which has got me all depressed!! Oh! How I abhor math!!

Apart from that, I have to say, life just couldn't have been any better!!

You see, school has become so good.We're getting such a long winter break, there's no monday test this week, there'll be no more retests and we might just be treated at 'Big Chill' for staying back with the anubhav shiksha kendra kids!!And that too the after already being treated for winning all the music competitions!!
How good can things get???

Talking about school, I'm also reminded of the cheerleading song we're singing all the time for our dear Goswami "ma'am"!
If you're from school, you must be aware of the whole shimmy story! Incase you still haven't heard then it has been going around in the school that she actually did the shimmy in front of these kids to tell them that "even she can dance vulgarly" but that's not a proper thing to do and blah blah!! I don't really know if it's true or not (though i won't be surprised if it true considering how frustrated she looks) but we sing the song anyway ! Anyway, so lately we've been cheerleading for her a lot and the song goes like this:
"Shimmy shimmy GO,
Shimmy shimmy SWA,
Shimmy shimmy GOSWAMI AHA"
(courtesy Gemma)

I really want to write some stuff about certain other teachers as well but I'm slightly scared!
The first time i wrote something about teachers, someone by the name of 'Atika Dayal' added me, who by the way is an english teacher in our school. I still don't know if it was just a prank but it did manage to make me a little paranoid!! I've also had comments from someone who clamied to be my last year's maths teacher!! And since then, I've always been scared about posting stuff about teachers. But this was so funny that I just had to post it!! And its just so much funnier when we actually sing it and do our choreography on it!

Also, shimmies remind me that my dance classes are just another good thing that happened to me!! Not only are they so much fun, but I keep spotting such cute guys over there!! So I'm really motivated for my dance classes these days!!!

And the good things also happen to include the fact that I'm going for the Parikrama concert tomorrow!!! yay!!!

And also I'm finally getting out of Delhi and going to Goa during the vacations! And like a cherry on top, I'm going with Saumya!!I still can't believe that my parents allowed! And if i continue to have luck by my side, I might just go to Bombay after that!!! Oh god how I miss Bombay!! The whole of South actually....I haven't travelled a lot and I've especially not been to a lot of places in South India, considering the places I've been to and looking at the people I know from the south, I have to say the the people are just so nice and friendly and warm!!!

And with that I'll abruptly end my post because i have nothing else to write about!!

2005-11-24T14:58:00.000+04:00

Weirdo Magnet

Someone recently asked me why I wasn’t going out with anybody! Well, getting into a relationship is probably the last thing on my mind right now because of reasons but one major contributor behind my not going out with anybody is my luck. Trust me, I have the worst luck when it comes to guys!! I mean the first time I ever got asked out was by this huge, fat friend of an acquaintance who came up to me, asked me my name, went back, came back after 5 minz, grinned smugly and said “yes or no”. I only found out what he was referring to the next day

Then came this tiny bloke who loved wearing fluorescent kurtas for some reason!! He was really strange!! He used to wait for me outside the building where my classes used to take place every single day!! He did the weirdest of things…sent me letters through a girl in my school, made a blog about me and sent my friends the dumbest of mails asking them to convince me to say yes to him!! After getting frustrated by all this, he started making this apparently American cousin of his send my friends threat mails!! Given below is an extract from one such mail:

“Vijay Malia... is my dad very gud friend..... So none of u..... I min no harm 2 miiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! wow!! kooolzzz!

N if u use any slang lang again!!! Dan I am gonna 2 rock yaaaaaaaaaa!!! ALLL!!!! N also Mr. Ambani uncle of Reliance knows my dad very well .. my dad is the director of Ferarri in Westwood, New Yorkkk!!!! N u cant do anything wid us......... NO ONE!!!!! N sry 4 da treaty of friendship cos you all are MADDDDDDD!!!!!!! com here in da US n u'll have a 9ice treatment here!!!!!!lol...... N in da US only, my Grandouy is da supreme justice personship in North district of Pentagon,Washington DC..”

Yeah right!!
And because my luck is really really bad…he’s in my school now!! It hasn’t even been a year since he joined and he has already fallen for god knows how many girls from our school…and some of my friends too!!

Then there was this creepoid who used to call me up at 2 in the mornings and claimed that he was new to Delhi and was terribly missing his family…he had no means of entertainment due to the fact that there was no electricity at his place and so he dialled any random number which as luck would have it turned out to be mine!! Initially I though it must be another one of Arushi’s prank calls but then I found out that she hadn’t been upto anything of that sort!! I then tried to blast him and asked him to not call at such unearthly hours but he thought that my voice didn’t sound like I was sleeping so he continued calling!! I made a friend call him and he tried to threaten him by saying that he was my bro n all but with no luck at all until Arushi blasted him!! Lol, he never called up again after that!!

Recently I started getting calls all the way from Pakistan! After I got missed calls all evening the other day, I decided to call up and made my Dad talk to him! Of course he didn’t speak a word after hearing my dad’s voice and I only ended up wasting my money!

Then there were other weirdos as well…there was one who kept bugging the hell out of me asking me to model for some lame cosmetic product…there was another who I think was suffering from selective amnesia or something coz he would remember every goddamn thing except for my name.

So I guess that explains why I’m not going out.
And I guess I can’t blame friends for calling me weirdo magnet!
But WHY ME!??

2005-11-07T21:58:00.000+04:00

Nurturing the Dream Tree

He thought it would be an ordinary journey. Standing behind the pillar he watched the train snort arrogantly into the station. With each snort he was reminded of his grandfather's words "You will fail in the city and return penniless"; with every heavenward whistle, he heard his cousin, "Don't worry. Come here and I will get you a job at the construction site." Now he had a 34-hour journey to prove one of them wrong, and he expected the excitement at the end of the journey. He looked at his ticket once again: compartment S9 berth 23.

Pushing his luggage under the seat, he sat close to the window. "Papa, when will you be back?" - his four year old daughter Munni asked innocently. He stared into those soft brown eyes of the motherless kid. He held her frail palms in his, through the window. "Munni, Papa will get you a nice gudiya from the city..Say tata," his sister spoke to the kid, to avoid an emotional outburst. In a minute, the train pulled forward, and Munni's little fingers parted from between his. "I need to go..", he thought, "I have to, at least for Munni's sake.."

The humid summer breeze and the rattling train coaxed him into an uncomfortable state of drowsy consciousness. He dreamt that Munni ran away, the closer he ran to her, the farther she was, like a mirage. He woke up with a start and squinted at his watch.

"What is the time please?"
A smallish woman, a meek voice as if she was scared that her existence would annoy someone. Her only noticeable feature was her rather large, expressive eyes.
"4.30"
Something made him look at the woman again. He had stopped noticing women long back. Ever since Meenakshi passed away...

Four long years. His daughter's birth. His wife's death. Joy and sorrow in an instant. A heady cocktail. He had hardly recovered from it. He barely had a chance to. You can't be a poor farmer in Andhra Pradesh and have time for emotional upheavals.

Life betrayed him once with the death of his wife. Life betrayed him again, three years in a row, with the failure of his crops. Every year, the debt increased and it felt like a noose tighten around him. Tightened till he could not breathe. He shivered with the memory of the night, where he took a bottle of poison in his hand ...

He threw the bottle away when he heard the small voice behind him, "Papa, what's beyond the big well? Sanju says that's where the world ends."

His then-preoccupied answer had satisfied Munni’s innocent curiosity, "No, beta…That's the railroad to the city…There's a lot of world beyond the big well."

He had repeated the answer to himself, "No, it's not the end of the world".

Maybe some of that same innocence in this woman's voice or eyes made him rephrase the answer to her question. "What is the time, please?"

In a crystal-clear flash of certainty he realized ...

"It was time."

It was time to put the scattered pieces of his life together. Just like the marbles he picked up as a boy. That he won and collected one by one from the ground, his pockets laden and bulging with his precious treasure. He had to play the game of life again. He looked at the large expressive kohl-rimmed eyes once more. Shy and downcast at times, hesitantly observant at others as she gazed out at the rushing landscape beyond the rusted iron rods of the second class carriage window. He suddenly heard himself asking, "Are you going to the city?"

She shook her head, and looked away, out of the window. She looked tense. Almost a little scared. Balbir wanted to ask "What's wrong", but hesitated. He'd been too friendly. He turned away and looked out of the window.

The train slowed. Radhapur Junction. Dusty. Near-empty. Interchangeable with so many rural stops. Just one man got on board. He wore the bright, colourful pagri of the region above his sunburned face. He had a happy face and no luggage. As he walked the corridor his eyes scanned the berths. He reached their compartment and stopped in front of the woman.

His eyes seem to darken for an instant. Or so Balbir thought. However, the woman was too engrossed in her thoughts to notice anything.

"Jamna?" the man called out softly.

The woman turned with a start. Fear was written all over her face. It looked like he was the last person she wanted to see. The man continued smiling.

"I know what you are thinking. I also know that you do not trust me. All I have to say is come home. No one will hurt you anymore."

Jamna did not utter a word. Nor did she move a muscle.

It was a trial of perseverance for Jamna who was accused of bringing down the curse of the ancestors on the house. She bore the symbol of sin her womb, they said. The day the news of Jamna being a mother was announced, nature’s fury was unleashed that left the fields devastated and the family homeless. “The sani must be destroyed!” they declared.

She saw her father but not her mother. Jamna never wanted to see her daughter murdered before her. She left her to her fate, never to return.

“Jamna! Say something.”

Awe struck and puzzled, she asked, “Jamna? I don’t understand.”

As she spoke those words, Balbir's eyes moved towards her and followed the gleaming tear trickling down her scarred cheek. She furtively wiped it off.

Balbir then caught a glimpse of her deep hazel eyes which looked simply beautiful with the kohl smudged around them!
Her eyes had an enigma about them. They seemed as if they were hiding some mysterious secrets behind them and yet, at the same time they were as expressive as that of a dancer. They seemed extremely familiar to Balbir. They reminded him of Meenakshi...

His reverie was suddenly broken as the man with the pagri said with a pale expression, " Please don't do this to me, to us....please forgive me!"

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I added a branch to this story after being tagged by Alfi.

The rules of the game-

Everything above line drawn should be copied and pasted with every accepted tag. This is a story tree and is best nurtured as follows:

The blogger must add only 90-100 words (not more or less).
All previous snippets must be copied before a new snippet is appended.
Each snippet should be entirely linked (not just the first sentence or so) to its blogger.
Characters, scenes etc can be introduced by the blogger.
Bizarre twists, sci-fi, fantasy sequences are best avoided.
A tag must be accepted within seven days else the branch is a dead branch
After appending, the story tree can be passed on to at most three bloggers.
If more than one branch leads to a blogger, s/he is free to choose any one of them but cannot mix the snippets of the individual branches.
The story tree is best left to grow than concluded
Please attach the image of the Story Tree below with each accepted tag (the link address can be copied and used).

I'd like to pass this story tree on to Rachita, Rhea and Neelima for I love the way they can weave words together and also to anyone who'd be interested!!

P.S:Abhi you can continue it as well as long as you promise not to turn it into a long lost brother and sister's reunion!

2005-11-01T19:49:00.000+04:00

I know that with the bomb blasts that took place recently, Diwali hasn't exactly been a very happy one this year!! But then, Diwali symbolizes truimph of good over evil. It's the festival of light!
Light which can guide us through these dark times!
Light which can help us ward off evil!
Light which can show us the right path!!
And I do believe, that if we all unite and spread this message, we can achieve anything- be it fighting terrorism!
HAPPY DIWALI!

2005-10-22T20:10:00.000+04:00

Crash course in cake baking!
Now that Diwali's round the corner and the festive season has begun, the number of gatherings has really increased in my neighbourhood. The conversations that take place in some of these gatherings can be exceptionally amusing at times, especially if its women gossping! Recently i happened to witness one such gossip session and the mention of the word cake tempted me to eavesdrop!! So these women were discussing how easy it is to bake cakes. From personal experience, i can say that baking cakes is absolutely no child's play....i remember trying to bake it once and guess what i forgot to add? Well no prizes for guessing, it was baking powder that i forgot! The cake anded up looking more like a slice of bread which could be stretched endlessly! Anyway so coming to their conversation :
1st woman: Baking cakes is very simple. I make it so often and at times when i run out of chocolate powder or vanilla essence, i add coffee instead!
2nd woman: Yeah and if butter's over at my place, then i add some cream instead!
3rd woman: I use milk if there are no eggs lying at home!
1st woman: And by the time you keep the things back, its done!

And I was just thinking to myself...maybe baking cakes is actually not all that difficult! All you need to do is get a cup of frappe/cappuccino from say barista or some other coffee shop, add some flour and more importantly some baking powder and keep it in the oven for 2 mins ( coz i doubt it can take more than that to keep 3 things back to where they belong unless you're living in some palatial building) and tada! Your cake is ready!!!

2005-10-15T20:42:00.000+04:00

First the Tsunami claimed thousands of life...
Then it snowed in UAE which is practically a desert...
The Gangotri is receeding at the rate of about 10-15 m each year...
California received immensely heavy rainfall after 40 years...
Then the hurricane katrina happened....
And now the earthquake!...

Pollution levels have been going up...trees are being cut down at an unimaginable rate...global warming is happening....
We've done enough destruction already....but we are forgetting that the nature has it's ways of destroying us as well!
It's high time we do something about all this instead of just mugging up ways of preventing pollution fjust so that we can do well in our exams!!

So well...I intended to finish my post here...but the mention of exams has reminded me of this question which has really been bothering me a lot!! We get a whole weekend to study for hardly 2 chapters which are being tested in a monday test...and we still don't always manage to complete our syllabus! And then come exams and we end up doing 10-10 chapters one after the other!!
And i can't exactly say that the quality suffers...coz my results tend to remain more or less the same!( I can't be so sure of that this time though) How does that happen?

On a tangential note....I really do like my subjects a lot this year...but inspite of loathing, abhoring, detesting and despising maths, i kind of miss maths and science for some strange, uncanny reason!! I mean...my subjects this year involve so much reading to do...and i don't have much of a problem with reading a lot, I can read as many books in a day as u want me to as long as you don't expect me to remember every word of what I read. But then as I try to remember (read:cram) every word of what i read in a day...i tend to get bored (and thx to my new mattresses, i tend to sleep off)and then i miss the fact that i can't switch the music on...pick some easy exercise up , aimlessly start solving some maths question and dance at the same time!
But don't worry...I still hate maths!

2005-10-07T23:12:00.000+04:00

PJs

When you're as weird as your neighbours think you are (they think I'm some Boo Radley kind of a creature) and when you have equally weird friends, you're bound to hear the weirdest and saddest kinds of jokes!! I could just manage to list a few of them and here they are:

~~>SJs ( Oh no…not surdy jokes…they’re Shreya jokes)
If you have nothing better to do at 6:45 in the morning, just drop by our dear principal's office! Those F block stairs are crowded and the mob is none other than our group! Amidst us all is Shreya telling us jokes about Haathis and Cheetis and other similar creatures!
Some of them might turn out to be funny by mistake...but most of them are really sad! Just to give you an idea, here's one:
Ques. There are 3 chipkalis( lizards for the illiterate souls) on the wall! One of them starts dancing but the other two fall down! Why do they fall down?
Ans. Well because they start applauding!!
(If you thought that was lame..then I don’t think you should read any further!

~~> Nerdy jokes!!
Theses mostly cracked by the sciencees and since I don’t have science as a subject anymore (Thank God for that) …thess usually just bounce above my head!
For instance: What is it that can neither be differentiated nor integrated! ( I hope this is what the question was)
And the answer was supposed to ‘e to the power of x’ or something of similar effect! (I’m still trying to figure out what was so funny about it)

~~> Celebrity jokes!
Although our history teacher was in Japan and hence on leave last week…our classes turned out to be more constructive than you would have thought!! From discussing homosexuality to mad cow disease…from paper ball fights to contemplating suicide notes- we did it all! And the fun-est part about these classes was the PJs and the CJs! Here’s what the brilliant minds of our class came up with:
Ques. What would Arnold Schwarzenegger be called once his term as the governor gets over!?
Ans. ExTERMinator

Ques. What would happen if Lara Dutta married Brian Lara?
Ans. Her name would become Lara Lara! (Fine…so maybe it wasn’t funny after all…but it was any day better than the differentiation joke or whatever that was)

~~> Endless-story-stupid-moral jokes!
Oh these are highly irritating! They start like all other jokes but they just go on forever! When the entire life history of some creature you’re not concerned about has been told to you against your wishes…and when you’re just about to pull your hair off, you find out that the moral of the story was that you should be careful while crossing roads!!!
The only moral that I’ve learnt from these is that you should never ask Gabrani to talk about something funny! :P (No offence meant….but damn I heard the pinky joke thrice!!!)

That’s all I could think of!! Sorry if I got your hopes up and then just ended up wasting your time but then as the exams start coming closer, my sense of humor starts ebbing!

2005-09-27T11:17:00.000+04:00

Infected by the tag Virus

Five things I will look for in my Fiance

1. Suaveness and sophistication! Would love it if he would have a British accent as well!
2. Well...he shouldn't look like a Gorilla!
3. Fidelity!(That includes emoional fidelity)
4. Love, trust and all those other good things!
5. Should be able to dance! Not the classical forms of dance, but say something like salsa or merengue!

Five things I like to eat:

1. Chocolates, especially with peanut butter!!!!!!
2. Bhel puri and gol gappas and other similar stuff!
3. Italian food!
4. Lots of fruits!!
5. Cakes and biscuits!

Five Goals of Life

1. Be able to write half as good as Gulzar! (yeh i know i can dream on)
2. Write a novel! ( Can continue dreaming)
3. Go on a world tour and learn a few laguages!
4. Play the guitar!*
5. Dance like Vijayantimala or Martha Graham!

*Goal having a teeny meeny possiblity of being accomplished!

Five things I say a lot

1. Not fair! (That's why I'm the cribbing queen)
2. sentences with the word 'Gorilla' in it!
3. Jerk!
4. I'm not pinky!
5. A long gape followed by the words..'I'm sleepy'! Nowadays I've started adding 'as usual' to these words!

And I tag:Everyone who's on my link list!

2005-09-20T22:05:00.000+04:00

Din't I make a cute nurse back then!?? :D

2005-09-19T17:48:00.000+04:00

Silently crying

I close my eyes
And for a moment the pain subsides,
Just like the moon that hides behind the diaphanous veil,
Only to emerge out of the clouds again.

Silently I cry
As silence cries with me,
A damp tear rolls down my cheek,
The heavens with me weep.

I can feel the raindrops on my skin
They wash the earth,
Can they wash the sorrow within?
Drenched in pain I walk back home
If this is you, then I'd rather be alone.

2005-09-12T13:14:00.000+04:00

Unlike most weekends, this weekend they were showing lots of watchable things on the TV!(quite unfortunately as so much TV viewing ruined my monday test!)
This Friday while I was trying to watch 'tere mere sapne', 'the matrix revolution' and 'Desperate housewives' at the same time, I managed to catch these few lines from 'Desperate housewives':
"People are complicated creatures
On the one hand, able to perform great acts of charity,
On the other, capable of the most underhanded forms of betrayal.
It's a constant battle that ranges within all of us,
between the better angels of our nature,
and the temptations of our inner demons.
And sometimes the only way to ward off darkness,
is to shine the light of compassion!"

People sure are complicated.
My dance teacher's one of the nicest persons I've ever met!
She works with special kids and the poorer people! She has always been a socialist and the kind of service she's doing for the community is commendable.
Yet someone poor has had the audicity to insult her and curse her in a manner which disgusts me!

In the last week...I've also seen someone who i really respected an trusted do something which was absolutely not expected out of that someone! Not only has my and other people's trust been broken by such a contemptible act...but that pure and special bond has also been broken!
And before i can even utter the word disgusting, I'm reminded of this other incident which took place a few days ago!! In the last week I have seen abominable and sickening acts but I've also seen acts of kindness!
I've seen a few people take up all the blame for something they didn't do just to
save somebody else's face inspite of knowing that all of it was that same somebody's fault and that somebody's mistake!!
I've seen them forgive that somebody!

And here I am....confused yet again...confused about life, confused about people!! No wonder psychology's so difficult,people sure are complicated!

2005-09-07T16:46:00.000+04:00

Finally the long wait's over!!! I have just what you have been very excitedly and impatiently been waiting for!! Alright so you haven't really been waitong but in any case i have the answer to my question!!
There could have been thousands of answers to it, agreed!! And the most common answer is indeed that the sister also fell in love with that guy! But the way a criminal is most likely to think is that the girl figured that if this guy was there on his dad's funeral, then he would be there on her sister's funeral as well!!

Ok...now don't beat me up because i do realize that it was kind of lame! But I was just fascinated coz as i said it's one of those questiosn you'r asked in these criminal psychology tests and I'm a budding psychologis after all!!;)

2005-08-28T21:39:00.000+04:00

Checking for criminals!
Someone asked me this question the other day and it's is one of those questions asked in certain criminal pyschology tests!
I thought i might as well ask all my blog readers this question to make sure none of them are criminals!:P
Oh well anyway...it goes like this-There was this young girl who was attending her father's funeral. There she saw this good looking bloke and instantly fell in love with him!! After a few days she killed her own sister! Now the question is that why did she do such a thing??

Let's see who can answer this one!!

2005-08-08T22:44:00.000+04:00

Friends Forever!

That's Rachita, Arushi n me about a decade ago!
"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."
I know I'm a bit late and I know that friendship day was yesterday but I don't think that it's important to have a day to express your feelings! This entry's for all my friends!!:)
I would just like to thank you!
Thank you for sharing those secrets...
and more secrets...;)
For the affection...
For the late night walks...
For those songs sung together...( Does shakira ring a bell rushi? :P)
For the love...
For the protection ( Arushi and Rachita, mad freinds of mine once actually carried knives along with them when we went out for lunch all alone for the first time!!)
For providing a shoulder to cry on...
For those crank calls which add spice to my otherwise humdrum life...
For those long phone conversations...
For those long chats which somehow always took place before our exams...
For lending me books and music...
For those fights we had as kids which give me something to laugh about now...
For those counselling sessions...
For the crash courses before the monday tests...
For the monday test sheets...
For those sleepovers...
For those midnight snacks... (maggi, popcorn n chocolates :D)
For those late night ghost story sessions...(sessions includes the one when the lights started fluctuating and the time when i scared Saumya by talking about manish and jyoti from some horror movie all night :D)
For those "intellectual" arguments like the one about "chhipkalis"(lizards) being good or bad...
For coming to my house despite being chased by a mad dog in my colony :P
For reading my blog!!
For writing great stuff on your blogs....
For those long online chats that have taken place till 3 to 4 in the morning...
For your sincere adivices...
For fruitfly talks ;)
For protection agains certain fruitflies... (arco for instance)
And finally for being there for me whenever i was in need!!
Thanx for everything!:)

2005-08-02T21:44:00.000+04:00

Well yeah, more random stuff
I should probably rename my blog and start calling it "Random blog" but when they make you slog like a dog in school irrespective of tyhe fact that you're a humanities student, your brains do stop workin and all you can think of is random sad stuff!
Anyway...so I was asked about things at my end...although it wasn't me who actually answered that question, but the shoddy mischief maker did get get it right-Life's boooring!!!!!!
Coming to the random stuff...
~School's soooo boring but talent shows are a nice idea coz they really help u bunk a whole lotta people!
~My ear infection has struck again !! My immune system's so terrrible!:(
~ People, I had my political science test on monday n not my maths test so it's pointless asking me if i knew the 9th question or not!
~ It's bad manners to grin like an idiot when sombody's performing on stage!!
~ I wasn't being able to tolerate such vandalism on my blog and what hurt most was that it was coming from Hugh Grant :(...i was so disappointed! Anyway...I've found a new God now..Johnny Depp :D!! Ahh he's God! ***swoon***
~ If anybody reading this has any of my register, it would be really appreciated if you would kindly return it to me!! I'm just lending my registers to people everyday n by now I've lost track of who has what!
~I'm really having second thoughts about doing clinical psychology!! gOd it's just so darn boring!! The only time i can see kids (read perverted souls) listening to what is being taught i calss is when the teacher starts explaining Freud's theories!!
~Having outdoor activities is the saddest thing that has happened to us since making "My experiments with truth" our supplementary reader! Yoga is good for health n even the autobiography is undoubtedly a good book...but hey u can't expect us to to do yoga right after having lunch in break n that too in such heat just the way u cudn't have expected poor class 8 students to read the huge book before our final exams! They don't even allow us to sit in the music basements in outdoor activity periods these days!!:(
~Befriending prefects is a darn good idea!! They let you stay and wait for your friends at the time of dispersal if you're friendly with them although under different circumstances they would have shoved you away!
~ Reading good books really upsets me!!:(
It's like when I'm reading the book i feel like I'm a part of that place, the people and all that!! But then i come back to reality and i desperately want to be at that place which unfortunately isn't possible!!
Why?? Why am i not in Paris...Manderley...a southern town of Alabama, or Hogwarts for that matter?:(

2005-07-11T21:51:00.000+04:00

Random stuff, yet again!

Caution: Read the following lines only and only if you have absolutely nothing better to do and do not blame me in the end for wasting your time!

Well...this entry's more like a reply to all the comments I got last time!

Firstly...I've had no luck with finding out what the conspiracy against me is!!! ;((( I'll probably employ some sleuth! Anybody would like to volunteer to do some spying work for free for me??

I finally did not wear pink on Rhea's birthday!! I really had to dig my wardrobe to find nice clothes weren't pink!Dunno why but i had been buying too much pink lately! (Mental note: Do not buy anymore pink clothes to avoid being refered to as "pinky")

What in devil's name is FMCG?
My IQ is kind of low you see!

Inspite of having 4 long periods of history in one day i only slept after reaching home...but this year's economics is sooooooo booooooring...i slept off in the class itself today!

Shansh..i never called u a sexist, nymphomanica...and despite the fact that all that duz sound made up, i do believe you!

Weather was terribly eecky today as well and I was terribly envious of u until a moment ago...but then it suddenly started raining some 10 minutes back and now i'm finally quite pleased with the weather!

About my lovely friends....they didn't even get me one pice of chocolate!! All they got me was one pink toffee which tasted horrible!:X

2005-07-07T21:50:00.000+04:00

Random stuff
Someone recently called me a feminist!I don't know if that's true or not but I reckon whoever decided which section i was to go in heard this and decided to put me in 11-W! Yeh... so I'm in the same W for women section with all girls n one lone bloke in my class!! I dun blame them for putting him in my section though...i always had some doubts about him!:P ( Shh...nobody's goin to tell him I said that!)

I have this uncanny feeling that my bro and a cousin of mine are upto something fishy...not that i care, but quite strangely nobody's telling me as to what's going on so prolly something's being conspired against me!:X

It's Rhea's birthday tomorrow n I'm having to face this really terrible dilemma! Basically I'm in two minds and can't decide if i should wear something "PINK" again or not!

Fair and handsome sounds like such a hideous idea! For those who aren't aware, neither am I trying to imply that someone "fair" can't look "handsome" nor are they changing the cliched "tall, dark and handsome" to "short, fair and handsome" or anything of that sort! Fair and handsome merely happens to be a fairness cream for The male sex!
yes u got that right...fairness creams for the male species!!

I slept off after coming back from achool today and woke up at 8 in the evening when Saumya called up thinking it was 6 in them orning and that I was about to miss my school bus!! I seriously losing my marbles these days!!

I had 4 periods of history today!!!! 4 long periods!! Now that should explain why i was sleeping till 8 in the evening today!

Somebody's pix on zorpia or some other weird online group which keeps flooding ur mailbox with invitations seem to have become the hot topic among a few friends of mine so i would klike to suggest this someone to please remove those "cencored" pix from there!:P

I realize that i absolutelty deserve the title of being "The cribbing queen" but hey the weather's really getting on my nerves!! Yeah...so i was complaing about no rain all this while and now that it has rained I'm complaing....but u see the problem is that it only rains when I have to go somehwre so I end up getting drenched every freaking day and i have to shampoo and take a bath twice every single day!! The only time it does not rain is when I'm inside the house...n that's when it gets sooo humid n eeky eeky!!

Lastly, i would like to thank all my friends for wishing me on my birthday and getting me such nice presensts!I have such lovely freinds...they actually gave me 15 rupees as my belated birthday gift today and a few o them promised me that they would get me ferrero rocher tomorrow as another gift...so i better get that tomorrow ok!!Maybe i could pass that on as a gift for Rhea!:P

2005-06-28T23:55:00.000+04:00

Liberated women! Really?
Sometime ago, in one of my blog entries, I once mentioned this book called “Princess”.
“Princess”, Sounds glamorous doesn’t it?? But trust me…it is one book which is nowhere even close to being glamorous. It is one book which Saumya has invariably offered me everytime I’ve asked her if she could lend me a book! Yet, I haven’t ever been able to muster up the courage to read it! Courage to read a book!?! Yes, I realize it’s an absurd thing to say….but if I told you about the kind of things it contains, you too would feel sick!

The book’s the biography of a Saudi Arabian princess, Sultana ( I doubt it was her real name though.)
When Saumya had just read this book a long time back, she told me about this incident mentioned in the book which I found very disturbing!
I haven’t read it myself so please exempt me if any of the details about the incident which I am going to describe right now aren’t exactly precise.
Anyway, coming to the incident…I’m not sure as to how this girl was related to this princess…but there was this one girl who she’s talked about!
This girl’s brother was having a party at his place and all his friends were over. They were all drunk and were doing drugs. It was night time I suppose and this girl had to go to sleep but the loud music wasn’t allowing her to get any peaceful sleep. So she decided to go up to her brother’s room and him to reduce the volume of the music. I’m not so sure where her brother was at this point of time…but in his absence she was raped by all his friends! When she informed everybody about the event that took place that night…her brother was questioned and just to avoid trouble coz he himself had been on drugs, he lied to everyone that he was not aware of any such thing and the authorities made conjectures that it was the poor girl who had been trying to provoke them! The innocent girl was then stoned to death for no fault of hers!!

When I first heard this thing…I was fuming with anger!! I was disgusted to the core…but then I also though that the book was written quite some time ago and probably things had changed a bit!
But then even today when I read the newspapers, I find articles written on the miseries of women like Imrana!! A girl getting raped by her own father-in-law and then being asked to marry that culprit and take her own husband for a son!! Gruesome!
To think that this is merely one incident which has been brought to light and such things must be taking place so often is actually a sickening, abominable thought!

It makes me wonder that so many a times we talk about how today’s women are liberated, but are they actually liberated?
It makes me wonder…that inspite of all the endeavors being made towards women emancipation and gender equality, do women really hold a predominant position in our society?

2005-06-26T16:22:00.000+04:00

A terrible week, a pathetic day! !

Why i have'nt posted for so long?
Good question!
But i have a good excuse too...as i've already mentioned on Rhea's blog, I've been going through the "Everytime i start writing, sumthing goes wrong" syndrome.
Symptoms include : Doorbell rings n guests arrive as soon as u click 'blog this', phone bell rings n next thing u know.. u've been on d fone fer 2 hrs, u write an entry n it doesnt get published, ur bro wants rather "needs"the PC as soon as u decide you want to post an entry and lastly ur notepad goes into hibernation as soon as ur abt to hit the publish button!

As far as the title of this entry is concerned, my day has been PATHETIC with a capital P A T H E T I C!
What went wrong?? Just abt everything!
I slept at 3 coz i was studying "trigionometric functions" for this test i had today and then i woke up at 8 to study again!! Yeah so i was studying with Saumya and one wouldn't really believe me if i'd say i actually studied much more than i would have otherwise coz of her, but i did!! Maximum i've ever studied for a test held at my coachin class is from 6-8 in the morning thanx to Rachita but i studied for this one test even though our vacations are going on and i should have been enjoying on a saturday night!
Yet, it turned out to be the most awful paper i've ever given in my entire life!!
I was supposed to come back home with Saumya but she though that my Dad was going to pick me up so she left!! I was stuck up there all alone and it was raining! All these days I had complaing about the heat and no rain coz the weather was becoming more and more terrible with every passing day...but i didn't rain then and today it just had to rain na! Thankfully it wasn't raining that heavily then but it still was raining!I kept calling my Dad up but it was just destined to be a bad day so he did not pick it up even once!!
I decided to walk down to my cousins' place as they live quite close by from where I was. As if all this wasn't enough, thise jerk deliberately almost ran over me.. i actually felt like going and bashing him but then decided to avoid more trouble!
Anyway so i somehow reached my cousins place...but with my bad luck, how the hell could they have been home? So i was ringing the doorbell for some good 5 minutes when i decided to call up my Mum! Even she didn't answer my call!:(((
Now i'm not one of those fussy people who refuse to use public transpot and i would have but i had not a even a penny in my pockets !
I then walked down to this friends place and called up my brother who finally came to pick me up! i reached home at 3:30 when my test had ended an hour and half before that time only to find my mum busy with certain things so i got my lunch at 5!! Meanwhile i thought of taking a nap but as i said it was just destined to be a bad day so I got one phone call from airtel when i was just about to hit the sack and the phone rang twice again in the next 15 minutes!!
Now u know y my day was pathetic!?

2005-06-15T22:30:00.000+04:00

Mez Back
I've just got back from mussoorie nd although i was expecting it to be as boring as most hill stations are wen ur family coz all they do is take u to d mall, it was a hell lotta fun!! Probably coz i did a lot of things which i'd never dun before...rafting being one of them! Awesome-ist thing i've ever dun!

About my last post...i was thinking of removing it coz a lot of people came upto me askin me if i had had a fight with some friend or nethin of that sort!! Well..nothing of that sort happened n i dun think I'll ever be able to thank God enough coz i have the lovliest of friends! Im also terribly sorry coz i realize lots of weird notions sprouted in some of my friends minds....it wasn't pointing out to anybody! Cho cholly! :(

Anyway, so while i was reading it again n thinking of removing it...i read Neelima's comment n reached her blog!!
Such beautiful thoughts that i guess it is quite hard to not get inspired n think beautifully! Anyway so in one of her entries i read a comment n it was all that i needed!
"People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway."
- unknown

As i've already siad...it was all that i needed, im absolutely fine now and nothing's happened to me so better not worry abt me!

2005-06-11T14:58:00.000+04:00

Life isn't alaways merry. Crises are a part of everybody's life.
But those who cry to the world ge all the sympathy and those who bravely deal with them and try too fake a smile even in the worst of times trying to not spread the woe are neglected.
Why? They haven't seen how tough life can get?
Or their lives are full of joy that they don't deserve anymore of it?

There aren't many people who do favours for others in this cruel world! Yet, those who do try to help in their own lil way are blamed for doing the same!

There aren't many people who forgive others for their mistakes easily. Yet, those who do have their trust broklen by those whom they accepted despite their faults and flaws!
Why? Is it so wrong to have faith in sumone?

Frieds are made for power and money! Yet, those who make friends just for the pure friendship and for the unconditional love are stabbed in the back by their so called friends!
Why? Is it all that one can get in return for their trust?

Is trying to be nice that grievous a sin?

2005-06-07T19:41:00.000+04:00

Now I know why it's called the "IDIOT BOX"
After ages i switched on the television today and decided to do some channel surfing. I hadn't done this for quite some time now so i was expecting some change but all hopes went in vain! It's amazing how pple can go on watching the same thing forever. Here's the list

#1.Ekta kapoor soaps!
Everybody knows the invariable story...Take one huge family living in a huge house... throw in some extra marital affairs, some plastic surgeries when the actor/actoress him/herself can't tolerate it anymore , one vamp, somebody's crying as the background score and lots of glycerine....give it a weird name which begins with k n and voila u have some 3000 episodes ready!
If by chance the TRPs start goin down, u know what to do, fast fwd 20 yrs! That was simple wasn't it?

#2. Reality shows!
After some 117 rounds u'r finally left with only 30 contestants and hopefully 29 of them would get eliminated in another 73 rounds so if u have forbearance enough to bear it for the next 1000 episodes u mite b luck enough to find out who fianlly became the crorepati genius supersinger idol!
All my sympathies are with the poor blokes like apna abhijeet sawant who have to go around singin love songs for 'jassi jaisi koi nahi' after actually winning the suppsedly very prestigious title of an Indian Idol!

#3. The music channels!!
They used to be my lifesavers at some point of time but theses days all they show are the controversial remixes!! We've had enough controversies about them already so i shall not comment on them now!

#4 The news channel!
The only channel where one can expect to find some refuge!!
But with my bad luck the first one kept talkin abt Advani resignin! Now, i don't like that man so i switched the channel to another news channel only to find more discussions and controversies about the remixes coming on tv these days!!

#5 Poor Cartoon Network!
With everything on t.v becoming so crappy, this was my very last hope!! But they haven't even left my dear cartoon network!!
Thanx to my cable operatorji, desi versions of scooby doo n flinstones are aired out here...so if u'd like to watch how exactly "ladkiyon ne townsville shaher ko bachaya" u cud contact my dear cable operstor!

At the end of my channel surfing session,all i cud do was thank God for creating books!!

P.S: I'm down with minor heat stroke or something of that sort, though i'm feeling much better now i have a lil request...if im found online after 12 ever again, spank me! And if u ever find out that i slept after 4 yet again...spank me twice!

2005-06-02T21:46:00.000+04:00

Heights of idiotism!
Bored as i was...i took out this newspaper and started reading it. I don't exactly believe in astrology but as i said, bored as i was i started reading the horro(r)scope section! here's what it had to say about me:
"The planitary alignment is such that in this week, anything can happen"
Well thank you very much for informing poor lil innocent me, i had no idea at all!

Anyway, on a different note, here's something that i someone sent me, it's a link to this room where u have to find 13 things to leave the room!

http://flash.qbol.net/pl;p/youxi/images/04042203.swf

If you found:
0-6 items, your IQ is very low, total idoit
6-8 items, Low IQ, u r an idiot
9-10 items, u r normal
11-12 items, your IQ is high, above the average.
13 items found and get out of the room, there are less than 4000 people in the world can do it.

May God bless the total idiots who visit my blog for i can thinko no other reason y they should do the same!!:P

2005-05-30T21:24:00.000+04:00

Chronological events of the day!!
10:00 am: i reach school to fll up my subject form!

10:01 am i find out that Rushi's havin to go for this interview for DD channel coz she scored a 95 in her boards so her mum hu i was supposed to go back with has left already!

10:15 am: I postpone my dance class and decide to go to priyas with the gang!!
The gang?
Well...the gang includes Sona (saumya), DakC (dakshina),Mrs.ddmmbb( Rushi), Gabs (the other rushi), Blacky Boar (Rachita), Mrs. n Mr. Akshay (Aradhana n akshay...not that they're goin out but rumours spread faster than the breakin news on BBC right?), Uddu Buddu (Udit), Lamba Khamba (Sanyukt), Kaunsa Shampoo( shreyu aka shreyansh), Rum Pum Anupam( poor chap was so embarrassed most of the time) N Mrs. Jain ( err..Charu) N ofcourse Kanno (dat is me myself)!
I hope i've got them all in this list!!
So all of us somehow squeeze oursleves into one car and one auto n reach Priya!!

10: something am: Its time for BREAKFAST AT BARISTA!! So v all make ourselves extremely comfortable out there as though it's our private property!!
We also go around colecting Chanda for the funeral of an imaginary makhi which died so that "it's aatma gets shanti" and we also fight for makhi and animal rights!It would be amazing if they ever let us into that palce again!

12:30 sumthing pm: We all go and create chaos in the archies over there....find the perfect card for a lover to give to his girlfriend!! It says" tumse prem karne ke ek sau ek karan" ( 101 reasosn to love u! The first reason being " Tumhare paas hone se mera astitva aur bhi nikhar jaata hai" ( Dun ask me to translate that)

12:45pm (approx): BRUNCH AT MCDONALDS!!

Approximately 1 pm: We leave for GK 1..the M block market!! The six of us squeeze in again in one auto...n since there was so much space still left...we have two autowalahs!!
We finally reach Mochas....(thank god for that..twas such a pleasant relief) and find ourselves a cosy lil corner and crate a racket there as well!! We also eat a lot of sumptuous food ..rather drink lots of delectable drinks and pay the taxes which were inversly proportional to the weight of money inside our pockets!! ( I didn't have to pay though...that's the advantage of bein in the company of toppers ...they treat u!:P)
After sitting there for hours Saumya gets a call from her dad sayin that her driver was about to reach my place so she had to get to my place in exactly 10 minutes!! Me n Rachita decide to drop her n when we come back..guess what happens?? She calls up informing us that her car wasnt goin to come for another hour!! So Rachita's sweet sweet cousin drops her back to GK!! WOMBAT i say!!
Also..i realized only today...that Mocha is quite a brotherly place!!
Hows that? Well..first Gabrani's bro turns up!!
Then i sudddenly see one of my bros friends...im talkin to him..usual hi , hello n stuff n suddenly i feel someone's hand on my back n wohoo it turns out to be my bro!! And then Rachita's cousin bro comes to drop saumya!! Quite a brotherly place i must say!
Approximately 3:00 pm: LUNCH AT MCDONALDS..this time the one in GK!
Then the few of us who were left the rome around in GK, have our iced tea at teatime at Nescafe and then finally get back home!!
And with this my eventful day ( so eventful that i actually visited 5 eating joints in 7 hrs) came to an end! Yeah..then the monotonous extra classes did follow....but i had a terrific day today! And now im exhausted so i will end my post for today!!
P.S : IFu'd still be interested in knowing more about my "eventful" day...u cud visit any of the "gang "member's blog coz i'm sure i must have missed out a lot of things which they would probably like to share!

2005-05-28T20:06:00.000+04:00

Prank calls
When you have a friend like Arushi, the prank call queen, getting prank calls becomes more of a daily affair!!
So last night, being dead tired after walking for almost 4 hrs decided to hit the sack a bit earlier than usual, that is at around 10 when i usually sleep not before 3!
I had barely just lied down and i get this call.
GOTOE (Guy on the other end): I love u!!
ME: ok..hu's this?
GOTOE: I love u!
ME: yeah so i love u too! (i dunno y i said that, prolly coz i was darn sure it's either my cousin or one of Rushi's!
GOTOE:What?
ME: May i plz noe hu dis is?
GOTOE:What did u say?
ME: i said i love u...its kartik ryte? (kartik's like my cousin hu's famous for crank callin)
GOTOE: no! guess! i really love u
ME: (urghh) Arushi? her cousin? her friend? hu?
Anyway...so it turned out to be some other prankster all together and the whole thing was so embarrassin!!This is what happens when u have frds like dearest arushi choppu aka mrs.ddmmbb:P
About my result..wasn't bad! though my house has been lookin like a call centre since the past two days....relatives hu i've never met or even seen have been calling up!!
They'll forget ur birthdays but they never seem to forget the day ur getting ur results!!
As far as the few recognizable people hu've been calling up are concerned...they call up, congratulate me n start askin me for a treat!! If they think i've done well..shouldn't they be giving a treat instead???

2005-05-25T19:18:00.000+04:00

im nervous, anxious, apprehensive,afraid,ruffled, worried, spooked,abashed, overwrought, restless, scared,tensed, edgy,jittery, fearful...errmm..basically at the verge of a nervous bnreakdown! (have i left any synonyms?)
Oh lord!! Help me!!
P.S
Oh btw,Technology sucks....i've started receiving messages from my bro in the other room to get him some water! i feel like a slave to technology...a slave to my brother!!

2005-05-14T22:28:00.000+04:00

Down the memory lane...
“If only there could be an invention,” I said impulsively, “that bottled up a memory, like scent. And it never faded, and it never got stale. And then, when we wanted it, the bottle could be uncorked, and it would be like living the moment all over again.” Rebecca, by Daphne du Maurier
Yeah...i've just read Rebecca... a haunting book i must say!! I was quite amazed at Daphne du maurier's dexterity with which she's written the book without once giving out the name of the main protagonist...the narrator...the new bride of manderley!!
Anyway while i was thinking about the lines given above, i began thinkin that it indeed would be quite a great invention if something like that could be made when it suddenly struck me that something of this sort already exists!! And doesn't it?? Doesn't it happen so many a times that you're cleaning up ur cabinets and you come across a bottle of perfume or a book or maybe just a hair pin and a gush of memories floods your thoughts?

It might have faded...it might have toned down a bit....but it remains forever!!The memory remains forever!

Anyway...about me...i'm still alive...but i've never felt so helpless before...im just not being able to write anything...actually,i really don't have anything to write about.I cant seem to feel anything..its as though im numb right now..comfortably numb! So please bear with me and i shall come up with a decent post as soon as i'm back to bein my dear ownself!

2005-05-05T21:15:00.000+04:00

:)

Many of you must be already aware that our school’s holding a social service camp for this one week. I had been keeping quite busy the whole week with my dance classes, extra classes and another NGO which I have just started working for so I did not go for it for the first few days, but since I had no classes today I decided to go!

We were supposed to go to this school to spend some time with underprivileged and challenged kids. We were supposed to leave at 8 o’clock or something but then its our school which was taking us so we obviously did not leave before 9’o clock! So we spent two hours chatting , singing rather mourning and playing Uno ( I came third last !! ) and had a lot of fun basically. Then finally we sat in the bus, all of us were in a very cheerful mood….singing all the way n playing dumb charades givin the other team movies to enact which I doubt ever existed!! We finally reached there. The kids there were lovely and were extremely friendly! They so pure and so very innocent when innocence is quite a tough thing to find in this cruel, materialistic world. Oh! that sure as hell does not mean that they weren’t naughty…Infact, they were quite good at throwing newspapers up on the fans and the garraulos kids were very, very good at screeching and shouting. But again, that was what made them all the more cuter!
At the end of the day, after displayin how naughty they were, they all wished us good bye n asked us to come again…three lil kids even pulled me down and kissed me on my cheeks!! I had a great time!

I think we all had a great time, but what was quite ironic was that this time we weren’t singing in the bus like we did while going there!! The joy was after all tinged with a little bit of sadness too….it was a touching experience!

The struggle of Life is one of our greatest blessings. It makes
us patient, sensitive, and Godlike. It teaches us that although
The world is full of suffering, it is also full of The overcoming
Of it."
- Helen Keller
What I saw today was another beautiful side Of Life all together!

2005-04-30T22:54:00.000+04:00

Will u dance with me again?
On a late moonlit night,
We danced, your arms around mine,
The damp air, the slight breeze,
The rain pouring down the trees,
A sparkle in your twinkling eyes,
A mere dream but the most beautiful lie.

Today I danced all alone,
The sun's red- which once so brightly shone,
I walk back home with blistered feet,
In no time I'll be taken over by Morpheus, the God of dreams,
The moon will be there n so will be the rain...
But will u dance with me again?

2005-04-18T11:34:00.000+04:00

Drosophila melanogaster
No dat's not yet another nick name i've given to my brother...that's merely the scientific name for our local fruit flies! So why am i talkin abt fruit flies?
Well..i was just readin some article on pesky admirers today n fruit flies is what my friends n i like to call them!! Since i've been readin a hell lot about various classifications of various people lately n bored as i was, i decided to brand dese fruit flies into certain categories n here they r:

The Roadside romeos!!
Can be found in: Roadsides duh! May also be seen in certain cinema halls!
look like: they usually sport long, blonde n gelled hair n tight, clasped jeans which look atleast two sizes smaller to go with it!!
Manner of hinting the fact they r interested in u:They simply stare n stare till they find another chic!
How to avoid them: Either get another hot lookin chic ur not on good terms with or run away from there as fast as u can!

The Pub hoppers!!
Can be found in: Pubs n discs mostly!!
look like: Spikey hair, have the latest cell phones, they drink like fish n n smoke like chimneys ...they're usually stinkingly rich or good at pretendin that they r rich n have such airs about themselves!!
Manner of hinting the fact that they're interested in you: come upto you wanting to dance with you n at the end of the dance they'll give you their own numbers without u askin for it n that too with such contempt as though it was you who was totally fallin in love with them!
How to avoid them: Just pretend that u r a part of the ambani family or summin n r far richer den dem!! Sarcasm helps a lot too!

The poets
There are further two subcategories under this category :
i)The urdu kavi!!
Can be found in: Its a rare species but can be found in abundance in places of historic importance or places where plays, musicals or places where other forms of performing arts are performed!
Can be found in: Jeans with a kurta on top...a jhola bag to go with it n better still he'll wear golden spectacles!
Manner of hinting the fact that they're interested in you: They won't ever speak to you but they'll send u letters askin you to be his friend!!
How to avoid them: If he's at ur workplace/ school / coll..u better leave that place n go to a much more clandestine place where none of ur common acquaintances can be found coz trust me i doubt nething else works with them!!

ii) the second kind of poet is the chivalrous angrezi kavi!!
Can be found in: Colleges offering a course in english honours!
look like: Fair,tall, sport a cleaned shaved look n are very extravagant!!
Manner of hinting the fact that they're interested in you: They'll write the most beautiful lines for you everyday n they'll fawn over u like anything!! They seem perfect but the only problem is...they're like that with every goddamn goodlookin chic (note goodlooking) and if they don't like you they can be horribly rude!
How to avoid them: i have no idea n i guess noone does coz all my friends who have encountered such guys are usually so charmed by them that i've started feeling they're unavoidable! But the good part is they are very rare!

The virtual friend!!
Can be found in: They're found everywhere but they somehow go unnoticed as fruit flies until they get your messenger id from somewhere n start proposing to u online!!
look like: He can be the timid lil kid in ur class to the macho guy next door!
Manner of hinting the fact that they're interested in you: they add u...start talkin to u online n then start bein over friendly the next time u meet in person n barely a day or two later u'll find thier offliner sayin that they like u a lot!
How to avoid them: The messengers offer u such a useful "block" facility...go ahead n make use of it!

That's about all i can think of right now...no offence meant guys but i've read almost 3 articles in the past one week classyfying various kinds of pesky admirers so i thot y not give my own version of it based on my own n certain friend's experiences!! Sorry for not posting for sooo long but i've actually been keepin terribly busy makin sofboards, goin fer dance classes , attendin 4 hr math classes n doin all the homework but a better post would come soon!

2005-04-05T23:15:00.000+04:00

And then came 11th!!
Barely 10 days ago our boards ended n then came 11th! Apart from the fact that we are being made to study all subjects of science, commerce n humanities for this one month in 11th, which means that i'll be with all my friends for atleast one more month, i realized there r many other advantages of gettin promoted in 11th as well! Ofcourse, there's goin to be a hell lotta sloggin to do in some time but atleast atleast till then I can be a bit more optimistic abt 11th even if the optimism will prolly just last for this first month! In any case, here r a few of the advantages!

~More bunkable periods!!
If ur sure u'r not goin to take up the subject dis yr, then what's the point attendin the classes? Just get outta ur class...head straight to the music basement, sports complex, OAT or woteva place suits u n have a ball!!

~Ultra slimming days!!
Like almost all other 11thies u'll get a class on the third floor n dey make u run up n down d whole day!That should help u save the money u spend on other weight losin therapies, gyms n buyin equipments like the treadmill!!

~More time to sleep n dat too in air conditioned rooms!!
Well, every single day u will made to attend lectures about taking 11th seriously with the best part being that these lectures are held in the air conditioned AVH!!

~More free periods to chit-chat!!
Half the class is absent so u can request ur teachers to grant u a free period n have fun!! In my case if the teacher refuses to do so..i take out sum gud book n start readin it!! I finished off the amazingly brialliant 'The Da Vinci Code' yesterday, n i'm plannin to start 'Rebecca' tomorrow!

At the end of the post, I'll give myself a standing ovation for trying to look at the positive side when 11th is probably the most boring n pathetic thing that has happened to me since the boards!!

2005-03-29T14:07:00.000+04:00

A New Bloggining
Tenth's finally over! My year of eveolution's finally over!
Year of evolution??
Well yeah, that's what i like to call the last year...my year of evolution because i've learnt sooo much in tha last year and it has brought about a major change in me! I don't know if the change is good or not, but it is most certainly better for me coz I'm not that dumb lil kid who neone could cheat anymore!! I know i've gained a lot more confidence about myself, i'm not all that subdued anymore, i don't let people use me too often now, i've certainly become much more daring and i think i finally know what I want from my life now!!
So here's a new template for my blog signifying the change..signifying the fact that the past is now a closed chapter n there's an all new life to look forward to now! Anyway, it's much neater now i guess n i hope!
Apart from that one BIG change that took place this year was at Holi! Well, I'm not very fond of the festival n i had never ever played before the 26th of this month! Although this year too was to be spent like my all other valentine days, holis, dusshehras n other festivals, that is it was to be spent readin a book, it didn't happen! Well,Rachita and some other guys came over to my house..i wouldn't have gone out only but they promised me that they won't apply pakka rang or whatever and so i becam a good sport and i went outside n i was hit with 6 EGGS!! how gross is that?? It took me 3 hours to clean myself up n it still keprt stinking!! Lol though it sure was a lotta fun hitting those guys back! Hope u guys had fun too! :)

2005-03-25T23:38:00.000+04:00

The Sleepover Story
Boards are over!!!! "BOARDOM'S OVER" as Rhea would put it!
About me..well here's a lil update
On Saturday,i was at Arushi's place!
Sunday n Monday, saumya was at my place! (combined studies u c)
Tuesday, i stayed over at Rachita's place so all of wednesday was also spent at her house!
Thursday...finally d perpetual boards actually came to an end...so i went to i dunno how many places wid 4 frds o mine n i stayed over at Saumya's house again!!
Then came good old Good Friday...n now Saumya's over at my place!!
And tomorrow i'll be back to her place for a day again!!
Just wonderin wen my mom wud come up to me n ask me which one of my frds' parents wud i like to get adopted by!
Anyway..here's one real dumb thing that happened today!
I'd only just come back from Saumya's house n as i've already mentioned above...Saumya had also come to stay over!! So after a lotta beseechin n pleadin my bro took us for dinner! On our way back he asked kept on askin me if I'd like tp go to India Gate of all places! We kept refusin but he took us dere! Now my frd lives hardly a few metres away from there..so v decides to drop by n pick up some yum food which her nani had made!! So at 11 :30 v'r standin outside her house..n her nani, her yung bro n cute lil cuzin r lookin at us bewildered n prolly thinkin wot on earth were v doin dere!! Lol ..I was abt to tell her that we ran way from our house but she had this shocked expression on her face so i didn't!!
Then v went to Bangla Sahib n all..n i did some shoppin today .So basically the day was kinda fun!
N yeah..Happy Holi to all o u!!

2005-03-17T22:19:00.000+04:00

It’s been 2 nights n I haven’t slept properly!! I don’t know what it is…but there’s something seriously wrong…something’s missing! It’s the whole ambience…there’s something so uncanny about it!! The wind’s are blowing, the clouds are there...but there isn’t any rain!!
There’s only a week left for my exams to get over..finally just two more exams to go !Isn’t this what I wanted?? Yet, I’m unhappy…somehow I don’t want them to end!! Maybe it’s coz the end of the guilt that I haven’t given in my best in the first two exams n I’ve screwed dem or maybe it’s coz these exams will mark the wind of this whole year,..n however bad it might have been, I don’t want tenth to end…n I certainly don’t want to get separated from all my friends!! Whaetevr it is..it’s makin me feel pathetic!
Today the whole day I kept tryin to study…n I just wasn’t able to concentrate…everytime I’d try, I’d get lost in my own world!! That used to happen all the time…I’ve always lived in a world of my own…but it’s not the same!! My world’s been a happy one n I can’t understand why isn’t it seeming happy n gay today? It’s as though everybody’s full of sorrow n agony on the inside yet everybody’s fakin that smile n it’s freakin me out…there’s this urge to see them cryin and venting out there agony! I know I’m soundin like a maniac right now…guess I’m losing my marbles as well!
I dunno wot it is…but since the past few days things have been so weird…every night I lie down on my bed lissenin to some soft music…n next moment there’s this tear yielding in my eye but it duzn fall!! Life’s fine..i’m not sad about anything as such but there’s this strange, eerie fear lingering at the back of my mind all the time!! Maybe it’s sumthin like the lull before the storm….n I have this strong feelin that something’s about to go terribly wrong! I hope not though!!
Anyway…guess u all can already c symptoms of lunacy sprouting in me n before I actually go mad…I guess I’ll take a break!! Leavin for a fren’s place tom for some combined studies n officially shuttin my blog for a week!

2005-03-14T12:37:00.000+04:00

Perfecting Women
I'm back!! Frome where? err..firstly from Saumya's place n secondly I'm back to the real world!(Just realized yesterday that I was livin a day ahead of the others)
Anyway..so yesterday I was with Saumya n she kinda likes to read books on different religions with Islamic religion fascinating her the most!!(She even has this book which m scared to pick up because of whatever she's told me about it's contents.) So there's this other book she has called 'Perfecting Women' which contains stuff like how women should behave under different circumstances and about behaviour which can get annoying...about various sins n various grievous sins!
Well, I'm the kind of person who believes that if there is any God, it is inside all of you and spirituality is not about worshipping some God up above the clouds but about knowing yourself best and discovering the infinite power within! So for me a person who doesn't keep a fast on days his religion tells him to but does some charity work is better than a person who too doesn't harbour any malicious fellings towards anyone and keeps praying to God all day long n doesn't do anything for mankind! Not that i don't like the idea of idol worship or following religion! Infact on the flip side i do like it a lot coz religious beliefs are the roots of so many different cultures all over the world and it's religious beliefs of different people which have led to the difference in lifestyles n traditions of different people which will always continue to fascinate me! But what I don't like is the idea of doin everything some religious book tells u without even for once questioning how it is good or bad! I agree i might be completely wrong in whatever i said but it's just something i believe! Digressions apart, the book was fine it had a lot of nice things as well but there were some things which i simply couldn't get over!So here are a few things mentioned in the book which I'm sorry but i found completely ridiculous: (i don't have the book right now so they're in muy own words)
# Women should always start wearing your clothes from the right hand side n always start removing them from the left hand side!
# They should not dress like a man!
# They should not eat burning hot food! (Children's guide to healthy eating habits?)
# They should not drink water from a broken vessel! ( coz it gets a bit too messy?)
# They shouldn't laugh loudly for it would be shameful if the voices would reach outside!
# They shouldn't shout n ask a maid servant to do any work for 2 grievous things can happen! Firstly the voice will not only reach the house but the streets too which would be shameless and secondly the maid servant might not be able to hear exactly what u r saying because of which she might not complete the work n if that happens u will blame her n it can lead to an argument! (GOsh!)
# They shouldn't sit half in the sun n half in the shade! (guess half body tannin aint fashionable enuff !)
#They shouldn't lend an ear to anyone's singing!
# Do not go ot very often because if u do so there are chances u mite get delayed n night may fall! That way you'll be putting ur life and property in danger! In summers u mite even get a sun burn! In rainy seson, u might get further delayed because of the rains so if soething goes wrong u will be in turn harming ur children!
# Women shouldn't go to many get togethers for when they come back it would be grievous if they would discuss women wearin expensive jewellery n clothes n what if their husbands would start liking those women! ( Lking by hearin abt them?????)
# Women shouldn't weep n shouldn't watch any other woman weeping!!(Bad bad Ekta kapoor, main our grandmas commit such a horrible sin!)
moral: O women! please stop doing this for the sake of God!! ( Man..wen i'm weeping nuthin seems to work better than a hug from a friend..din know i was makin that poor friend of mine commit such a grave sin!)
I could go on forever....however,I have an English exam tomorrow so i'll make a move now!!

NOTE:: This post wasn't meant to offend anyone...the last part was written in good humour n out of genuine curiosity as to how such things make u a bad pesron! Please dun start contemplating my assassin...i'm just an innocent lil kid right now!

2005-03-04T20:32:00.000+04:00

Food Security
Rachita had come over today! We were sitting in d park on a swing n were makin another one of those hopeless n futile attempts to study and distracted as i was i started tellin her abt how easy it was to get into some of these houses in my colony and that there should be more security! Guess God took that a bit too seriosuly!
Well after sometime i went over to her place...n when i got back, i heard some noises...n it somewhat sounded like mechanical saws! I entered in n everybody was standin in my mom's room, there were some weird locks n other equipments lying on the floor , a domestic helper who comes to cook food watchin with great interest n there was a guy wearing a dark PURPLE shirt fiddling with this door! Yep, u guessed it right..the door had got jammed n v were all locked up in 2 rooms! There was no acceess to the kitchen so no food either .. i was literally starvin n all 3 doors which lead to the other part of the house were also locked from inside! Now this is what I call food security! Lol..if only dis wud have happened a day ago i wud have known just exactly what to write in my social exam!
Anyway..so after one hour of drillin n thrashing..the guy finally managed to open the door ! Thank heavens for that!

2005-02-27T20:00:00.000+04:00

Flaw in the law
There is an inverse relationship b/w demand n price.
When the price of goods rises, the demand tends to fall!! This is the law of Demand!
Then can someone plz explain to me y prices of goods fall wen d demand falls?
Is this the inverse relationship??
Oh man...i'll go crazy one of these days..i just cant studyyyyy!!!!

2005-02-26T22:17:00.000+04:00

After days o takin treatment..takin ard 7 medicines day(one o dem actually smelt like ammonia gas n tasted like rotten eggs) the ulcer on my tonsil..or as the docs wud put it the layer o dead cells has got alright so i can finally have decent food again! What's even better is dat i'm goin to ma grandma's place tom n u noe how grandmother's r ..cookin good food all d time!! :)
Well..sum o u must be wonderin so as to y i'm goin there 4 days b4 my boards...it's simple i'm trying to go into hibernation (read sanyas)..coz there'll b no net..no music...nothin out there so dat way i shud be able to study!!
So..i'll c ya after hibernation period gets over!! Will miss ya!!
Cheerio!!

2005-02-25T20:09:00.000+04:00

WHY?!?
Why does a child have to fall before he can walk?
Why does the sun have to rise when u can barely close ur eyes?
And why is it so tough to close ur eyes when the night falls?
Why do people come into ur life when all u want is to be alone and enjoy the solitary bliss...
And why do they have to leave when you start loving them?
Why do tears come out of ur eyes when ur the happiest?
And alternatively why is it so hard to cry when u r grieving?
Why do you always learn from ur mistakes when you have been warned about them so many a times?
Why does a journey have to end when u start enjoying it?
Why does oppurtunity always have to knock on your door when you are tired of trying!?
And why can i just sit down here n write this when in the end i'll have to tell myownself that u can't truly cherish the happy moments unless u've seen the lows?

2005-02-20T18:35:00.000+04:00

Drain Bamaged

I was just thinkin...(that's sumthin i've been doin a lot lately coz everytime i try studyin, i end up thinkin abt other stuff)..that wen v'r studying v r doin some kinda work ryte!!Now, energy is the ability to do work...hence energy is being consumed while studying!! But since...energy is neither created nor destroyed n it is only transformed from one type to another shows that even our books possess energy! This energy transforms into chem/electrical energy n is transferred to our brain thru nerve impulses...now say this energy gets converted into memorial energy (there aint nuthin like it, is there?) then theoretically it shud get transformed into mechanical energy of our hands n v shud b able to reproduce all that v've learnt!!The exact same replica of what v've learnt that is!! But that duzn seem to happen..now obviously there's some flaw in the law of conservation of energy, isn't it?
Ok..so that was sad ...but i can't help it...all this studyin n the fact that our boards start sometime nex week is bamaging my drain!

2005-02-13T21:55:00.000+04:00

BLACK

So what's with these filmakers? Why in devil's name do they want to ruin the future of this world!! I mean..everytime our exams are coming up..there r sooo many good movies releasin everyday but has a good movie ever come out at the time our vacations r goin on? HELL NO!!
Anyway...basically as the title suggests, i went to see Black today!! I just couldn't resist this one...the trailors have been literally haunting me!!
And good thing i watched it...it's simply amazing!!It just left me speechless!!
Yes it is unconventional..but it's soo inspiring n i can't remember if there was even one moment wen a tear wasn't a trickling down my cheek!! And i am sayin dis..wen i hardly ever cry while watchin all dese dumb hindi movies..I, who actually slept off wen AB was givin his monologue in k3g n everybody out there was crying buckets of tears!
And if fer nothing else..u guys should maybe just catch it for the acting..it's fab..from d lil gurl to Rani to AB who i havent been very fond of otherwise!!

I'm too weepy..err sleepy to write nethin else ryte now except i'll end with this joke i read somewhere..here it goes:
Once apon a time there was a yung man who wanted to become a gr8 writer. "I want to write things the whole world will read," he declared! "Stuff that will elicit strong emotion from pple in every walk of life. I want my writing to make them scream, cry, howl in pain n anger." He now lives happily in Redmond, washington, writing error msgs fer microsoft." Lol..so true..microsoft's been gettin on my nerves lately!!

Neway..im off to sleep..cheerio!
P.S: dun wear ne eye make-up if u do go fer d movie black n make sure u carry a hankerchief!

2005-02-10T18:59:00.000+04:00

Adam Teasing!!:D
Everyday..there r more n more stories abt injustice on women, eve teasin n blah blah...
So one fine day..me n Arushi decided to break d trend n try out Adam teasin!!yeh u read dat correct..Adam teasin!
And it was sooo damn hillarious!!
So....there was this Dhobi standin on d road....n arushi...gettin devilish as she could get..suddenly whistled at him!! Now dere was dis bai (kanta ben sorts) passing by n thot that sumone was whistling at her!! She looked at me...my innocent face..n turned to Arushi..scrutinized her fer a while n turned to the dhobhi..gave him a weird expression..m not sure whether it was a disgusted one or excited one..but she did n walked off like!! lol..u had to see her..man dta expression on her face!!
Anyway..after a few weeks..v had our practical! We finished it off a bit too soon..n since v din have nethin better to do n dere were still 2 hrs left for school to get over, v decided to go to the gud ol' OAT!! V had barely reached dere n nex thing v noe..d latest season o manhunt's goin on dere!!
But this time it was someone even better than d dhobhi!!It was a guy bathing!! Disgusting i noe!! Atleast that's what my first expression was!! But u had to be there...these guys were all waving out to him n the guy was living under the delusions that they're finding him oh-so-hot!! But then he left n went inside his house! If u'r thinkin he lseft coz v made him a bit too conscious..ur rong coz he came back exactly after 30 seconds applying some gel like chameli tel on his head!! We all cud just not help laughing our wits out!!
Sounds fun doesn't it? Mebbe v gurls shud put an end to the hackneyed eve teasin n try sumthin fun!!
Anyway..that's about all i have as far as teasin someone else goes, but what i do have to tell is this weird thing that happened to me today!
Well..there';s hardly any time left for our boards n lately i hadn't been studyin as much as i should have been. So today, I decided to lock myself up in the living room n not come out till i had atleast done 3 chapters!! But seems like God just doesn't want me to study!! I had barely started with bio..n this female calls up. Forget about speakin english..she cudn't even understand hindi!! here's how the conversation goes..
Weird Female(WF): Raj babu hai!
Me: kal se yahan raj babu ke liya phone aa rahe hai, yeh wrong number hai!
WF: nubber kya?
Me: Wrong nuMber!
WF: Raj babu ghar nahin hai?
Me: Yahan koi Raj baabu nahin rehte!
WF:(mumbles summin in her mouth...i assume she was inquiring by wen "RAAJ BAABU" wud be back!)
She was really gettin on my nerves so i hung up!
But she just wont give up!! So she calls up after every 5 minz...twice..thrice..10 times..15 times!! She's apparantly thinkin that im some evil aunt who's deliberately not givin the fone to her Raj baba..err babu..n so she wud listen to my voice n hang up!!
I got so irritated that i kept the fone down! But then my mom got back n she put the fone back in place..
So she calls up again..n literally starts yellin "Aap meri Raaj Baabu se baat karaayengi"
Me: jee haan..ek minute!
And i went n gave the fone to my mother!Poor thing..she kept trying to make her understand thinz until even she got bugged n i unplugged the fone wire!! *sigh*! What a relief it was..!!
But serisouly..if i ever find out who that female was..she's in big trouble, even worse, if i find out it was some stupid prank by sumone , that someone's dead!! Anyway..atleast i managed to do 3 chapters today..even after all o dat!

2005-02-04T20:45:00.000+04:00

Things to do in a boring class...

None of us like studying n attending torturous classes can seriosuly become a pane in the neck!!
So..I was just contemplating a few things which could b dun in a boring class apart from ofcourse sleepin..zzzz....
1.Ask the teacher if u could go the loo/to drink water/ to xyz teacher every 5 minz!! Keep persisting until she finally gets annoyed and lets u go...
2.Ask the teacher all kinds of irrelevent, weird questions then make a nu question out of her answer n confuse him/her!
3.Repeating whatever the teacher says seems like a good idea as well!
4.Get the teacher's mobile fone number n leave him/her missed calls in the middle of the class..even better..send some r rated messages !!!
5.While doing this carefully listen to the teacher's ring tone!Once u've done this ..set the her ringtone as the ringtone of ur fone n play it when there's pin drop silence!:D
6.Don't do ur homework ever...always come in late and never ever be neatly dressed..then one fine day..just do the ooposite of all thiss..that way the teacher being dumb as teachers r will prolly start thinkin dat she's had an influence on u n ur changin..n get back to square one the next day!!
7.Also..wen she threatens u n asks ur parents fone number..give her ur boifren/girlfren/or ne other admirer's number hu can inturn give the teacher a good listening!!
8.Last of all..when she's awfully pestered n asks u to get out of the class..very gracefully..do what she says..afterall she's a teacher n deserves respect n reverence!:)
And yes,If u do plan to do ne of the above..ur doin it at ur own risk!!
Signin off fer now
Diabolical Angel!

2005-02-03T10:18:00.000+04:00

A movie a day, keeps the preboard blues away..
LoL..I know..i shouldn't be sayin such things a month before our board exams but these preboards have somewhat been like that! Well..what im coming to is this that i watched a movie before every exam this time except maths n english n dat to coz i was wid saumya..n hey..i end up with an 88% n a 98 in maths!!Aint that awesome?
Conclusion: maybe be i should go fer a movie before all o ma board exams too!
Anyway..so nothin much has been up lately..cept that i've finally got done with my preboards..n i've watched a hell lot of movies in the past month! N by a hell lot..i seriosuly mean a HELL LOT..i mean from 'Bruce almighty'..to 'Hackers'..to 'My boss's daughter' to 'The julie posey story'..to 'plainsong' n i dunno what all n it's high time i should start studying seriously!!
Apart from that, other things that happened in the past month in brief are:
# I've finally got a broadband connexion again..but it aint dat good either :(!! I't's smooth wen it receives signals, but then it hardly ever receives signals!( reckon i shud start have my computer fixed on d terrace)
# I've also got my hair cut kinda short i think dey're lookin kinda cute!!
# I've got a cold and a sore throat :( n on top if dat i almost tripped while trying to do this weird ballet step n a muscle got pulled n it's hurting real bad!! Ouch!:(
Also, i came across this online personality quiz online n whatever it said about me is just so true! It basically categorzes people as
Extraverted or Introverted
Sensing or iNtuitive
Thinking or Feeling
Judging or perceiving
It said that My Bloginality is INFP!!!And trust me..every word of it was sooo true! The best part about it was that..it said INFPs..make good psychiactrists, psychologists, musicians, counsellors, writers n social workers and hey..that's just the kind of career i would like to have! You guys should check it out..at http://bloginality.love-productions.com/index2.php!!
That's about it for today..I'll write more laterz!!

2005-01-06T16:15:00.000+04:00

Hey pple!
Nothing much has been up lately..preboards start from d 10th..so i've just been hopelessly trying to study fer dem!
New yr isn't seeming all that happy this time!Im sure all of u must be aware of the whole tsunami thing..n im just dedicating this entry to all those people who had to go thru all d trauma n i felt that v all should spare a minute or two out of our busy schedules n pray for those lost souls n those survivors so that they get courage enough to overcome the ! We all are busy with our preboards n all n if nothing else v shud atleast pray for those people!

Well, coming back to school life..this whole thing that happened lately has been constantly reminding me of this chapter in our course this yr -"Cutie pie"! It's strange, how short lived public memory is! Now that the media has d tsunami issue to talk about..not even at one place in d newspapers can u find an article related to d Delhi "Porn" School case! (I don't mean to insult my own school..but that's just how d media had been trying to malign the general opinion against our school!) It just shows how dumb people can actually be!!
Anyway..time to make a move now..catch ya all laterz..n best of luck fer ur examz!!
Study well guys!
Ciao!

2005-01-01T20:56:00.000+04:00

Heya pple..i am really running short of time right now! Just wanted to wish all u pple out there a very happy nu year! And i must make a move now...
More laterz
Kanika

2004-12-22T21:10:00.000+04:00

It's been quite some time since i wrote in last..but ma net ain't workin dese days n ma fone line also went fer a toss! So i had no access to d net at all!! Anyway...i've got dialup again!!
tenth's cumin to an end..only one last day left!! :( that is soooo bad!!
n mez havin to take science...wen i loathe it!! That's not much o a problem..coz if i dun like it..i'll switch after 3 months..but d sad part is i'll get seperated from ma friends!! :((
Anyway...ma social exam went kinna well..n mez havin a lotta fun dese days!After d social exam v made fun o a gud number o pple!!D funiest was me n saumya lispin in fronta sanchit khurana and he's trying to imitate our accent in dis bizzare manner..u shud have heard him!! And then...i showed suraj ALL ma attitude! It's just dat i heard from some guy dat he said i've got some kind of an attitude problem..so dese days..i've been showin him a hell lot of attitude n wenever i say sumthin to him..he goes like.."same to u"! how dumb can sumone get! he's started callin me n saumya "the attitude girls" ! lol!
Oh..n today wasn't bad either..i was with saumya n rhea..v studied a bit...but den v went to gk..n den to dis near-by market place!! On the whole it was great fun!!
I got dis cute lil santa cap also..i noe u guys must b thinkin how dumb am i but hey it looks hell cute!!
Anyway..gotta make a move now!
Cheerio..n more laterz!!
Kamila(that's ma latest pseudonym given to me by rhea d gr8!)

2004-12-02T20:46:00.000+04:00

They say life's like a roller coaster...there r both ups n downs!
But my life aint a bit like a roller coaster...n even if it is…its prolly stuck on the downs n has decided to never get better! I mean…one fine day it actually seems like there’s still a ray of hope n things just barely start getting better and v have Mr. n’ Ms Pornstar making it miserable all over again! Miserable is seriously an understatement though!
If u r wondering y m sayin that…well c..next yr I plan to take up humanities..which means I won’t be with my friends nemore as allo dem r either taking up science or commerce! The reason I’m thinking of taking up humanities is merely the fact that I like all the subjects they’re offering in arts! But then…I have no idea so as to what I’m supposed to do with these subjects! I was goin to take up good ol’ science but thx to our “career counselors” as they would like to call themselves I realized that I abhor science!! Anyway ..im sure u’r not interested in allo dis..so coming back to what I was saying..i’ll most prolly be in some dumb section wid no frds at all n on top of that I’ll have to wear “Flannel trousers” to school! (And they have fasion studies as a subject in our school! Gosh!) And I seriously haven’t got the whole thing..r they trying to say that by wearing skirts u tend to get more interested in well..sex! Well..if that really is what they’re trying to imply…den no straight guys should be interested in sex, which obviously isn’t the case! Okay so that was pretty dumb..but the bottom line is..y flannel trousers? The only thing that is left is I think asking us to wear big rimmed specs n v’ll all b aspiring jassis! I mean….flannel trousers that too with our shirts tucked in would not only look nerdy but vulgur and obscene as well! Like yuck!! I’m sure even suits would look better!
Anyway..so that’s just part of the story..apart from that we have practice tests in December! Sux!!! And now suddenly our chem teacher wants us to submit our lab files
When I can’t even recollect when v went to d lab the last time! I had barely finished with redrawing the diagrams in my bio lab file on the RIGHT hand side since the teachers checking our practical files have some weird kind of an eye problem in which they cant focus on the diagrams if they’re on the left hand side of the file n my dear chem. Teacher announced that v need to submit our chem. Lab files too! N btw if this disease is something like astigmatism then can someone plz invent some specs or something for these poor teachers who fail to realize that v r humans n not fotocopy machines.)
Anyway..coming to the events that took place today..v guys went and gave our principal a sorry note n all and she was like ours is a great school n one rotten crop duzn spoil the entire harvest! And it sure is very true! I just don’t get why all these people r making such a big issue out of it! What’s our principal’s fault after all? She isn’t going to follow each n every student n tell dem..child, u shudn’t have sex..n even if u do, never make a video of it! Why is she having to go thru all of this becase of 2 kids who lacked moral values! And y must v suffer!
Anyway..dun have nemore time rite now..more laters!
Kanika

2004-11-28T21:07:00.000+04:00

Hmm..life does get better, n that sure is the beauty of it! Not that mine’s ne better yet…but at least I’m done with my exams(the ones I had at may extra classes)! And this one dint even go that bad, so basically there’s still hope that I might not have to cry n end up with some kind of crazy xtra xtra classes!J
I don’t really have much time right now for my net stopped working abruptly n I’m on dialup and my dad doesn’t let me use dial up for long coz it blocks all the call!How dumb is that? because no one ever calls me up n even if once in a blue moon someone does remember that someone called kanika still exists…he/she shud wud prolly have the brains enough of calling me up on th cell ryte! My dad n my brother both have a cell as well and i’m sure my mom ain’t going to receive some urgent call at an unearthly hour like this! Anyway… I also have my maths test tomorrow n I have actually studied for it with coordinate geometry being the only topic I’ve left.
Oh btw..what’s this whole fuss these newspapers are creating! I mean every second day there’s some article or the other saying stuff about our school n all! Our teacher’s have already freaked out enough going ard yelling at pple to tuck their shirts in n pull their socks up! The last thing we need is more number of articles giving our school a bad name so as to infuriate these teachers all the more! Isn’t it enough that we’re actually getting scolded for puny and pathetic reasons like wearing blue hair band instead of green!I heard some kids even got expelled just for carrying a cell fone to school! And to top it all…v have modernites referring to us as “Aparna Babies” of all things!It’s crazy n it better end soon!

2004-11-16T21:15:00.000+04:00

I was just talking to sumone the other day n as usual i had nuthin to talk abt since mah life sux n buthin ever happens! Anyway..so that guy was like...ur life's at the boring stage...n that's good because after this boring stage it starts to suck! Guess i've finally reached that "sux stage" stage too!
I think, since the last one month i've met my friends only so that we could STUDY together! where's the fun? To add to my miseries, all the parents r freaking out these days! So..those little get togethers even if for studying purpose seem to b getting lesser n lesser!
On top of that...i'm seriously going crazy juggling my xtra classes n dance classes n other things!I'm sooo dreading tomorrow coz i've my xtra class at 6 in the morning n i have to stayback at skool for xtacy practice and i have my dance class in the evening! And tomorrow only my eco teacher wants to take an oral test! Not to forget the hw which i need to submit at the xtra classes! huh!
Wot fun!
Anyway..i'm too tired to write more..laterz all!
Kanika

2004-10-26T21:09:00.000+04:00

Nothing to write abt!
Life's d same as usual, basically BORING!
wud rite wen something worth riting abt takes place which wud b a pleasant change!
Incase ur wonderin d reason behind this cynical entry of mine..it's just that my life sux big time n i ABHOR it!
The lost soul!

2004-10-15T20:06:00.000+04:00

well..all i can say is..i'm sorry for not posting for so long but it's that i just don't feel like writing theses days! Anyway since rhea's net isn't working i doubt neone else cares to read this so it duzn matter!!
Life's terribly boring..school exams have got over but im havving to suck up n give exams at my extra classes!
we had a rock concert in our skool today btw,I'll write abt it sometime when i feel like...plz excuse my (unnoticed) absence till then.
laterz!!
kanika!

2004-09-24T23:25:00.000+04:00

Here's just a lil thin i wrote..

About a girl

She walked in the rain,
On a dark winter's night,
Bearing within all the pain,
But noone understood her plight.

Weary n exhausted, she carried on;
Without having any peace or sleep,
She walked along- from dusk to dawn,
Yet, never ever did she moan or weep.

And then she saw the first ray of the sun,
Now neither the moon, nor the ocean,
Could stop her- She had won,
For deeply sincere was her devotion,

This was the story of her girl,
Of her journey of life a bit too long
From the oyster, she finally found the pearl;
For she was determined n strong!

Got mah exams on from the 28th..plz excuse mah absence fer a lil while.
Later!
Kanika!

2004-09-20T18:10:00.000+04:00

Today, was bad!!
Last night, i kept trying to sleep..but it was completely hopless!
I tried everything...to the extent...i even tried studying civics and even that didn't help...so..i manged to pass two hours..listening to soft music...trying to study and other things, i even wrote down a poem. But it was futile! So i finelly did slepp off at around 2 in the morning..only to wake up at 4:30 for my class! so i went fer my classes and i fainted by the end of it! I actually fainted! It was weird..i wan kinna feeling breathless..n everything ust blacked out! So i had some water n all..n it got fine axcept that my head kept aching like hell!
I guess it happened..coz of lack of sleep n i'd been taking so many anti-biotics that i was feeling kinna week.
So ..after coming back..i slept till 1 o clock..n tried studyin..but my head was literally splitting into two..so i ended up watching this movie.
I tried studyin maths then..studied a little...but i don't really feel that well now!
I'm pretty dizzy right now..i'll rite more later
Kanika

2004-09-17T22:05:00.000+04:00

Well..Rhea, u named it n her i am writing a new entry!
Actually..the problem isn't writing a new entry but the mere fact that my life is sooo boring n i have nothing to write about!
Anyway..so today was the same as any other except that i went to saumya's house to study!
Obviously, we didn't study much..but then it's always some help. There's always someone to give you moral support n u noe u'r not the only one who's going to flunk. heh!
Ok..so most of didn't find that funny but i can't help it...my sense of humour is seriously ebbing coz of these stupid examz!
Rest was fine..but there's something that has been kind of bothering me and it's that..my counter has gone upto some 180 by now and the only person who cares to comment is rhea. So..either rhea checks out something as boring as my blog ten times in a day or other people visit iot too but never comment!! plz pple..i wud appreciate some response..i mean..i'm not riting it for rhea..i can call her up netime n tell her the monotonous stuff everyday!
It's a little request..plz do pass a comment on my blog.
I gotta make my move now
More later
Kanika!

2004-09-15T18:57:00.000+04:00

Today..was boringg as any other day.I had to wake up at 4:45 in the mnorning because my dear teacher likes to keep the classes at an unearthly hour like 5 o'clock in the morning!
I missed school today as well so basically i just came back from those classes n slept for some good 3-4 hours and woke up only because saumya called up.
I finally compiled her CD and completed Electricity in my physics notebook which i guess is the 1st chapter which is complete in my school notebook!( As far is other chapters are concerned, the notes were usually written on sheets of paper which never even saw tha face of my notebook, i reckon!)
I tried studying a bit of biology then..but man..the whole thing is sooo crappy! I mean who cares whether our brain consists of "occipatal lobes" or some other not-so-easily-recallable lobes. Anyway...i doubt the fact that all of us even possess a brain, so why do all of this rubbish when without the brain we would simply not be able to remeber anything whatsoever.
I just feel like banging my head against the wall...i'm so bloody frustrated trying to study all of this!
The only good thibg that happened today was that i've come across this real cool site from where i can download music easily and it's quick too!!
So i downloaded a lotta stuff today...n i've got such some good music in my computer finally!!
Gotta bang my head again now..i mean..gotta try n study now..!!
More later!
Adios
kanika

2004-09-14T22:41:00.000+04:00

Had a pretty fine day today!Saumya came over and i finally studied a bit with her though i'm neway sooo flunking in my examz.Darn sleepy right now! *yawns*Got another class at 5 in the morning tomorow!And last of all i'm missing school tomorrow!Off to sleep nowKanika!

2004-09-14T22:31:00.000+04:00

Had a pretty fine day today!
Saumya came over and i finally studied a bit with her though i'm neway sooo flunking in my examz.
Darn sleepy right now! *yawns*
Got another class at 5 in the morning tomorow!
And last of all i'm missing school tomorrow!
Off to sleep now
Kanika!

2004-09-13T22:43:00.000+04:00

well, as rhea has mentioned..i've finally written my blog but only to realise i really messed it all up! I mean....i changed my layout n everythin and then i'm havin a look at it, and then it stikes me.."oh! where the heck is the archive?". That's not just about it..there were lotsa imperfections out there..but i really don't have much time now!
Also...i've got this xtra class at like 5 in the morning tomorrow...so i seriously must get some sleep!
More later...
Bye fer now!
Kanika!!

2004-09-12T23:11:00.000+04:00

Alright...so it's me kanika..and i'm again gonna be writing my blog regularly from now on.
About why i didn't write for so long...well..there were reasons which i'm sure you peaople aren't really interested in knowing as long as i'm going to be regular again, right! so let's chuck that!
Starting with today's events..well..it started with the fucked up test for which i didn't study a word. Anyway, that went pretty fine... After that, i finally updated my blog and made a few changes and here it is.."All new and improved" , or atleast i hope so. I like the picture and everything...but i was getting a feeling that it isn't very user friendly as in..it's too congested and you really need to strain your eyes to get what's written. I'd really appreciate if you people could give me some decent suggestions.
Coming back to today's events...well..i slept most of the time and went to my grandmom's place after that.
We people went for dinner after that, which was at Lotus Pond. The food was good but the service didn't really keep up with that standard. So basically, i ended up having 2 packets of tortilla chips(jalapeno flavour to be specifc), 2 ice-cream bars, lots of chinese food, and a delectable strawberry drink all in one day! Ahh...it's been an eating orgy after soooo long.
I'm also thinking of adding tortilla chips to the 'What i like' list and personally, i think they're the most scrumptious kind of chips available.
Well, this was the good part about today....coming to the awfully bad part, I've finally been to an ENT to show the infection in my ear.
Fist that man...chips of all th pus or whastever and makes it pain like hell and then he gives me fucked up medicines which include 2 antibiotics and 4 pain killers to be swallowed every single day for about a week! To top it all...i've got to put ear drops or sumthin as well!! SUX man..totally SUX!!
And I guess that's about it for today! More later...
Kanika!

2004-09-12T14:51:00.000+04:00

I'm still alive...i am! I'll update this blog soon...sorry for my prolonged absence and i seriously don't have time to explain the reason behind it!
I'll write more...soon!

2004-06-09T11:35:00.000+04:00

Okie..I'm having some difficulty in starting my blog for today ...dunno what to write.
Anyways, i'm out here in bombay for my vacations and obviously that was the reaon for not writing for so many days(apart from of course my laziness).
Well, its quite fun out here, except that i'm with my folks who will drive me crazy some day. They are all driving me nuts..you knoe they keep laughing at me for the kind of clothes i wear..the way i dance and what not. Ahh..not to forget some adjectives they have come up with for me...one of them being as sill as 'banjaran'cause of the way i dress. huh!!
Well...i don't have much time now...would write more later...
Kanika

2004-05-30T20:11:00.000+04:00

Ten days hae come and gone,
Ten days n i'm all alone,
But all i have to do is..is..well nothin much!
Everything's getting soo boring!
Every day is the same...extra class...back home...would doze off for a while...would go online..and then the piles n piles of homework!
Was at saumya's place day before yesterday because i didn't have any extra class the next day as the board results were to come out. The whole thing was fine..not great fun or anything, yet enjoyed it thouroghly.
Also, i had my science test today and that person was griining and very proudly announcing that anyone getting less than 60% in the test will get no vacations and would have to take extra classes( rather, what would that be? extra extra classes??)
So i had to study seriously...and nothing was getting into my brains so i went to rachita's place..i mean..obviously after she invited me. Her parents had gone out for dinner so we people were alone and as is expected we kept bumming time!
Finally late at night she was busy on the phone so i studied a bit then and slept off!!
Now..in the morninng, this lady wakes me up at 5 o clock and claims that she can feel an earth quake! Nothing felt by me...so we sleep off..and mademoiselle wakes m e up again and says she can feel it again! Strange!
But anyways..we were sooo exhausted that we sleep off again..only to wake up in the morning ( not at 8:00 am) and give that stupid...scary..anxiety arousing test!
But..well..my test went pretty fine thankfully..!!
Well...MIni D had come over today ..was fine..a little boring though.
Anywayz Don't have much to write about now...would write more later!
Kanika!

2004-05-20T21:10:00.000+04:00

umm..life's soo boring! i spent a night at rachita's house day before yesterday..arushi was there too!! We did a lot of crazy stuff as is expected...ahh..loads of crank calls too...kinda fun over all!
Ahh not to forget all the food we ate...!!(ate out mostly)
Well.. that part was fun..admitted..but hell everytthing is oo awful now..!! That absurd..preposterous teacher of mine keeps giving meee soo much HW everyday!! IT SUCKS!!
And all of that with the mercury rising heavenwards...and the weather being soo terrible!!
Well..rest everything is fine..i talked to Mj yesterday..who was sorry for not calling up..and yeah we talked for a while..etc etc..
So absically all i do these days is do the goddamned HW..go online..and sleep!!
Everything is so monotonous..would write more if anything interesting happens.
More later!!
kanika!

2004-05-17T22:11:00.000+04:00

Ahh..totally..enjoyin my vacations..except..gotta study loads!
Gettin homework everyday..got lots of it pendidng..
Well..my vacations started on the 14th...so was chilling out with my friends..went to GK market...ansal plaza..watched 50 first dates ( ABSOLUTELY LOVE ADAM SANDLER) and Main hoon Na as well..which was with my folks..so kind of boring...but the one good part was..i decided that i'll just go and enjoy the movie...not expect an exceptionally great movie or nething..so it was fine!!
Well its real late now..and my parents are yelling at me( (exaggerated a bit ..but sort of yelling only) so i guess i'll make a move now. Lots happened lately..will write more!
Knaika!

2004-05-15T20:26:00.000+04:00

Whoa..vacations start tomorrow. Actually i'm not so thrilled also..for i got my exams as soon as they get over..which means my birthday will be totally ruined and it would also mean not meeting my friends for ages and also an hour extra at the coaching centre.
Huh!
Anyways...right now ..I'm very exhausted...hardly getting any sleep these days and on top of that i'll have to attend my class in the morning 6-7:00 am and i've got some homework to be submitted then which means i'll have to stay up till late and get it done!! I'll be heading foir school straight from there and yeah..not to forget the physics work which needs to be done as well!! huh ..i'm overburdened !!:((
Umm..well..about the party..(did i mention that in the previous blog? i think i didn't but anyways..i'm yapping about the party on saturday) well...some people who were very sure would come didn't turn up only...and hell i went to saumya's house after my classes for it and had to get up early in the morning because i had a test the next day and when i reached to give the test...i was the only fucking person giving it since i got attended the last batch!!
Geez...everything's been so sucky lately..isn't it?
Well hoping that tomorrow won't be as bad!!
Gotcha get my pending work done now...more later!!
Kanika!!
p.s (THIS BLOG WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PUBLISHED ON THURSDAY ..MIDNIGHT!!)

2004-05-06T13:04:00.000+04:00

Don't have much time right now, coz i gotta get to my class! But anyways, life is hell soo boring!!
I'm hardly getting any sleep on top of that!!
There was a party on Monday..and i wasn't able to attend it coz i wasn't feeling very well and now there's a party on saturday, which too i won't be able to attend coz the fuckwits have kept school on saturday and i also got my classes and atest on sunday!!
To top it all...a test on tuesday as well!!! urgghh!! i hate it!!
And rest ..well as i just said..life is totally boring...and there is a limit to monotony which has been crossed now!!
Well..the only thing with a little verve to it that happened latelty was that mj called on monday. Not that this is very exciting..but just that the way he was talkin was so amusing..it was hillarious!!
Well...just to give you an idea...he was saying things like.."i was stunned by your beauty...and i miss you here at the party " and what not!!Lol it was so funny...and then he's telling me that i shud please not mind any of this because he is just merely trying to flirt with me!! hehe!!
So i just articulated...that of course i wasn't minding any of this..but as a matter of fact i am absolutely flattered...but would like to know the reason behind all this apple polishing...to which he very dumbly replied..i was even prettier than that apple!! huh!!
Well i guess he was just prolley saying whatever his friends were prompting him to say freom behind!!
Anyways..rest everything is extremely boring (i've said that already haven't I?) and i've finally got a book from the library...Bridget Jones's Diary..and its seeming better than the movie...so finally i have something to do apart from bumming time and malingering!!
And i don't really have anything else to talk about so I'll be writing more later!!
Kanika!

2004-05-02T09:18:00.000+04:00

Hulloz!!
Umm..well sorry for acting like such a slacker lately ...i mean well i didn't write fora long time again!! I've been feeling a little lazy lately..with all the workload and all!!
But this time this lazy bones has a decent excuse...she hasn't been feeling very well either..!! Well, its nothing very serious...but just a sore throat..body ache and i feel a little feverish..a little lethargic..and of course.. a little lazy!!
Rest everything is fine...weekend was ok..got two more holidays now and a test on monday!!
I just had a test today also..and it was fine..actually pretty good considering the fact that i just read the notes in the morning!!
the teacher wanted me and a few more people to sit in the front row ( dunno why..but he just thinks im some dumb witted moron..who would try to cheat or something) and the dumb teacher made me sit in the front row with all my FRIENDS!
And oh yeah...yesterday i went to Arushi's house with Rachita from where we went to 3c's...and belive me we had the most delectable food there..It was simply Scrumptous!!!!
We met quite some school friends there (kinna expected..it was a saturday after all)..but not only that..we met our vice principal and this history teacher!! heh!!
And..mmm.. that'll be all for now i guess..i'll write more later..!!
Kanika!!

2004-04-26T21:47:00.000+04:00

Don't really feel like writing anything much..im too sleepy..but its been a long time..so i guess i'll just write a short and precise entry for today!!
I had the most hectic day today..too much work..had to cancel my dance class!!
Also everyone's goin MAD!! the ENTIRE grade seems to be wanting my phone number..which includes people i don't even know..!!
Reason is obviously..well for those two buffoons..rohan and aayush to be more specific!!
I have no clue what they are upto...but believe me..some 30- 40 people must have asked for my nuber already...and im not exaggerating!!
Anyways...my test was fine today...also i got my english papers..and i scored some 43!! Damn good!!
Umm..seems my blog is gettin more and more boring these days...not much people visiting it...but then i guess so is my life..its getting soo boring..and soo weird!!
I feel terribly drowsy now..more later!!
Adios!!
kanika!!

2004-04-22T21:35:00.000+04:00

Dear blog
I don't have much time today so i'll just sum everything up briefly!!
- ishaan asked me out..weird ..no1 in my scholl directly asked out uptil now..and suddenly so many of them..really weird!! Anywayz..he was obviously rejected for he didnt deem serious at all..and he didnt even talk to me..it was rhea who did all talking, in a very lame manner ..as in i told her that i don't like him and she's telling me i dont have to marry him!!
-we are going to watch freaky friday tomorrow ..the school authorities are takin us and they are gonna make us watch the hindi version!!! sux!!!!
-Saumya's down with chicken pox of all the things!! Terrible!!!
-school was very boring..hardly anyone came..but yeah the chem period was hillarios!!!
the teacher actually brought a microphone..because children used to complain that they can't hear us properly...so our weird school tried to experiment this!! Aww.,..u should have seen that bashful teacher of ours..she kept feeling,well you may say 'shy' initially...!!
Oh man..it was sooo weird..everybody lost their marbles and we kept passing ridiculous comments!!
Just to give you an idea.. this angel girl tells our teacher ..' ma'am aap promise karo ke aap end mein hamein gana gaane ke liye time doge' (ma'am..promise you'll give us time to sing in the end')
And oh yeah..so many people kept coming to make varioous annoncement..and everybody seemed so fascinated by the mic ...and tried to speak in it...twas soo funny!!! lmao!!
Anywayz..gotta go now..
More later!!
Kanika!!
P.s: my blog got approved by blogwise...kinna cool..so the directory now has the name of my blog:
"Confessions of a teenage drama queen!!
About - anecdotes of hitherto not divulged particulars of my life"
And second thing..the counter has crossed half century now...some people are visiting the place it seems!! A special request to these some people...please do try and add some comments!!

2004-04-20T12:38:00.000+04:00

2004-04-19T19:55:00.000+04:00

Well..what do write about..life's boring as hell!!
nothin much happened lately..except..i had a test on SUNDAY too..which i'll be having every sunday (in the extra classes) and..i had a test on monday too!! And about how it went..well chem was pathetic!!
Anyways..saumya's not feeling very well lately..so she didn't come to school..and umm..for the first time i decided to attend the music practices during recess after all that scolding i would get..but the teacher didn't turn up only !!
Well..rest everything's ok..pretty hectic though..school..then extra classes..dance class..endless school work and all..!!
More later!!
Kanika!

2004-04-15T20:43:00.000+04:00

huh..its been a long time i know...but then i had reasons..been a bit busy with my cousins around, on top of that my hard disc got changed twice and was yet again struck by the contagious blaster worm plague!!
The hopeless engineer wasn't able to do anything. In the end i myself killed it! (obviously i read the instructions and all, but the point is i conquered it!!)
Anyways..the worm has been devastating..i wrote half my blog yesterday and then the damned remote procedural call terminated and everything dissapeared!! I guess god didn't want me to write anything full of ire, coz i was really exasperated yesterday!!
Well.. i had a holiday yesterdayand i had my classes in the morning, so i went to saumya's house yesterday. we hit CP from there and then after coming back home..i called up mj and finally had a word with him!!
His stupid servant picked up the phone..told me to hang on and this is dumb ass finally comes to the phone. For the first few minutes ..i do all the speaking and all that this jark says is 'yeah!'!!
And finally we get to the point and he tells me that manu told him that I LIKE HIM!!!
This is why i was infuriated yesterday.. i just didn't get it why this MCP (MANU) was trying to hook two people up who barely know each other!! I felt like going and smacking this guy on his face.. and oh yeah, after the talk we had, i reckon my first thoughts about mj were correct, he is an obnoxious jerk!!
Well, i'm still pretty bewildered...coz i talked to this MCP today and he tells me that he probably just did it out of nervousness and he was anxiously waiting for me to call up!!He lost his mind today...he came to me atleast some 10 times and kept reminding me to give himk a call!! weird..but not more than his friends who kept doing even m,ore queer stuff like throwing pens at him!!
But anyways..i don't believe either Mj or manu now..anyways it was never gonna work out!! so this is just the end of it!!
Well rest everything's fine...my cousin has left!! I'm sooo glad!!
More later!!
kanika!

2004-04-12T15:52:00.000+04:00

I know its been a long time..but so much has been up lately..!!
FIrst of all, my life has become miserable!! Reason being, one of my cousin's has come to delhi and she's staying with me!! Now, not that i don't like my own cousins or anything, but this one's an exceptional case!!
She's a MANIAC!!(hope she's not reading this)
Anyways.. so you must be probably thinking, that how bad can it be!! well, to give you just an idea i'll tell you somethings about her!! Don't worry the content is not very explicit! Believe me, if it were, you'd probably loose your marbles too!!
Awrite.. so she's 10..and she's huge!No offence meant to her, but then she's almost my height..which would make her some 5'3 or something..her feet size is bigger than mine..almost 8 or 9!! trust me, all this is true!!
-she doesn't let me listen to any music !:(
-she doesn't let me STUDY!! imagine, me begging someone to please let me study!!
I had a test today and loads of school work to do too and this looney tells me that i shouldn't study because she only comes her once in a while(i'm glad its only once in a while.) Good thing i had only english today and that too no literature, so it was pretty fine..and then later in the night she went somewhere, so i did my school work till then!! and her mom's like.. kanika, now spend some time with her, come on!!Time my ass!!
-she dragged me to the park and asked me to sit on the see-saw!! BLOODY HELL!!
Hey this is not about being embarrased or anything as much as it is about the mere fact that i'd simply remain stuck up if did sit with her!!
-she doesn't let me use the computer..all the privilege i do get is that of using some crappy dollmaker with her!!
If i try and check my e-mail.. she gets infuriated..and becomes all melodramatic..and starts off with some crap which always begins from this stereotypical line :'no one loves me', and all i feel like saying is, i'm not surprised!!
- she doesn't even let me play with her cute lil sidter when i'm "supposed" to be helping her out make those dolls!!
Yep, she's only 10..i dunno why i listen to her..but i think its only to prevent the mayhem she can cause!!
Ok..now chuck this crap!!
Now.. coming to some exciting developments...well, exciting they are..but extremely weird too!
No points for guessing, the phone call mystery has been solved!!
So yesterday night, when i was trying to sit next to my cousin without taking any asprin, saumya calls me up and she suddenly blabbers something which makles no sense!! To be more precise..she tells me that she's at this party and manu is also there and golu likes me!!
Question: who is golu?? Blue*? Shocked beyond my wits ..i ask her excitedly is that who you are talking about..impossible it is..i mean even if that were to happen, why would he tell manu!!
And then she suddenly says 'No!! the real golu'!!
"Real golu? who?"
And then it hits me..oh obviously, that family friend of hers!! And oh yeah..his real name's not golu.. i don't know what it is..
Anyways we chat for a little more while and then she hangs up!!
I'm all calm yesterday..and then suddenly i meet saumya in school today..and hell i feel soo awfully miserable..axshully i dunno..obviously i'm happy..but then..i'll hafta say its weird..i mean i've just met him twice at 2 parties and we have hardly ever talked to each other!!
can't write no more right now..
More later!!
Adios,
Kanika!!

2004-04-08T21:09:00.000+04:00

Okiez..so well starting with yesterday...
Wednesday...probably the most pathetic day of the entire week!!!
Just imagine..double English, double with swarna sardana (with my head literally splitting into two), double math, double bio!!!! Huh!!!
Later I came back home and slept for a while..slept well since it was probably going to be the last day for getting a good afternoon nap!! Reason being, my classes started the next day!!
Okeh so lots more things happened, but neither do I remember much today..nor do I wish to write anymore since I need to get back to writing the events of today!!
Awite..so first of all..I had a monotonous day today..mostly double periods, which icluded double chem!!! Atrocious!!
Well..then about my classes..not sooo bad, met a few school mates and rest everything is fine. Crowd's ok, full of studious geeks though!!Moreover, its too soon to say right now, I barely know them..Henceforth, No comments on them !! And if you are interested in knowing about how my first class was...well it was boring!! We didn't study anything, just the introduction and all!! The teacher's accent is a bit difficult to comprehend, but i guess I'll get used to it. Um..also he repeated the same things for about 45 minutes, and left us a little early. Later we ahd to wait for the car and we did that for some 20 minutes!! Awesome, first the teacher will leave us early, then the car gets late!! But anyways it wasn't so bad also!!
All right ..then i came home..went to my cousin's house for her birthday and then came back to hear the weirdest thing ever!
Coming to the weirdest thing..well manu called up saumya on her MOM'S mobile phone. When saumya told me of this, i OBVIOUSLY assumed that he maybe asked her out or something..and just before i was about to say 'look at his audacity', the voice on the other end said that he called up to MY number!!!!
Now that really is queer.. i mean, i fail to understand where do i come in this entire picture from, as in why would he need my number!!
Later at night i met vrinda online too whose good friends with him..so i thought that she might probably know..but she didn't!! I'm highly bewildered right now..what could it possibly be??
Anyways..time to leave..ill write more later..
Adios!!
Kanika

2004-04-06T20:56:00.000+04:00

OK..here's the chronology of the events that took place:
I went to school..awfully boring today, i was expecting something better after mundane monday!! Anyways..later i came back home..slept for a while..and then i had my dance class after so many ages,it great fun was today....
I did not do any homework today and i have quite some piled up already, but i guess i'll just do the writing skills in english and it shouldn't be much after that!
By the way i forgot to mention this in the last entry, so ill mention it here...i saw this awfully cute guy at priya!!!Oh man, he was choo cute!!Its not very significant although, since i dont think i'll ever meet him agai, but then whats the big harm in writing about hime here!!
I guess that's all for today,
More later,
Adios!!
Kanika!

2004-04-05T20:38:00.000+04:00

Starting with saturday...well, me saumya and rachita went for a movie. Some other friends werera lso supposed to come but they couldnt make it! Anyways..so we watched 'Freaky Friday' at Priya!! Well it wasn't the funniest movie ever made or anything but good enough to raise a few laughs!!
Basically, we had good fun..watched a freaky movie..had a 'freaky'* ice-cream!!lol!!
Also, we met some schmucks there, who can totally ruin your day but..lets chuck them for now!
Then later when i got back home, i had to go for dinner wid my folks to some relatives house. It was ok..kinna boring but then again i had no option but to go there!!
Next day was sooo bad!! Morning i had to go to some place and i had lunch there... and i had to go somewhere at night too, which made it the forth time i was eating out in one week.. third time in a row..and second time in one day!!
And the worst part is the crowd.. its ridiculous ..I mean all those rich people come there and they start acting like such gluttons and start pushing you in queues and.. i dunno..they just go berserk over food!! Believe me, some of them own mercs and villas and you should see the way they gorge on food!!
Not my kinna place at all!!!
Moving on..today i had to go to school and nothing special happened...
I came home then..slept for sometime, did the homework and other norm stuff!! Conclusion: Day was extremely mundane!!
More later,
Adios!!
Kanika!!
P.s (*) You may not understand the joke there if You are not a close friend, which is good..for it is highly confidential!!

2004-04-02T17:27:00.000+04:00

Its been a long time.. So firstly sorry about that! Secondly..lets get started for my blog for today!
Well, on the 30th i went to Saumya's house to do the project! But as may seem obvious to some, we ended up doing everything but the project (which includes that we went down to the malls at gurgaon and then to someone's house where we had pizzas!!)!!
But hey..we did try, not my fault her phone demised yet again!!
Anyways, as far as I can remeber, i think we called up almost everybody whose name existed in her phonebook and hardly a few people had done it so we stopped worrying as much!!
Basically it sums up to the fact that we did not do the project!!
Then finally came the 1st..woohoo school re-opened!!Hip-Hop-a-Tot-Mus!!
Though...the first day failed to live upto my expectations...it was sooo boring!!
Anyways..im happy..i've got good teachers!
Also... we had an assembly in the morning and my music teacher made me sing there, even though it was a group song...the bottomline is we sucked up!!! What else did he expect anyways, we hadn't even practiced once!!
It was exhausting too!! We started with studies on the first day, how rude is that!! When will the teachers start having some mercy on kids???
Anyways.. coming to 2nd...which is today!!
Not an exceptionally great day either!! Well i missed my bus again like yesterday, had an assembly again :(... kept tucking my shirt in the whole day because the teachers have started demanding it and according to them even if your shirt is one teeny meeny centimetre out, then it looks untidy!! Oh man, how lame is that!!
Well anyways..i got my books today... they were sooo heavy and i had to carry them all the way!! tiring!!
When i reached home.. we decided to hit this restauraunt where we had ice-cream sodas!! By the way Rachita got her braces yesterday!
Ok then.. later when i reached home.. i kept 'sleeping like a log'!!
Then i decide to write this blog and when i was halfway through...the window closed!!!!!! I LOST EVERYTHING I HAD WRITTEN! So i had to write it all over again!!(Now onder some people say rambling on paper is better than winding up your thoughts on the computer)
Anyways..thats all for today, more later!!
Adios!
Kanika!

2004-03-29T20:19:00.000+04:00

First and foremost sorry that i didn't write for two days.
so.. today i'll write about the happenings of theses two days as well...
well..day before yesterday.. i didn't do anything much...mostly i just slep, ate and then i had to go for a family thing! the same one for which i had to get my dress made for! well my dress looked fabulous and a number of people appreciated it too! Thanks to saumya and her mom!
Well, yesterday was mundane too... i kept sleeping most of the time and then i watched 'Pretty Woman' for the umpteenth time!
Also, i just found out that we have to make sum project and the marks will be added in the boards!! I had no clue about it and now its all piled up.. i have to submit it on the first of the coming month, which means only two more days to go!!! Bloody hell, this sucks!!
And like a cherry on the top, everyone of my friend i talk to says that they have already done it!!!
I'm too tired to think about it now and neither Rachita nor Saumya has done it ,(Good heavens..atleast someone to join the club!) so I'll probably do it with them or something!
About today... nothing much done either.. i picked up a book, but didn't feel like reading...so i chucked the idea!
I woke up kinna early compared to the time i've been waking up at during the past few days! That too was because Rachita turned up...
Later.. i finished some pending work and then I watched a movie!!
Btw, its 19th today, which means only 2 more days to go!!(for the school to open that is)
Well i realize that the most conspicuous thing about my blog is the picure which in bolds says 'school suks'!! But hey, I've started missing school now and can't wait to get back (only reaon which is making me aversive to this idea is the goddamned project!)
Anywayz..more later
Adios!!
Kanika!

2004-03-26T22:16:00.000+04:00

so well i went to Arushi's house yesterday for a sleep-over, but did I even sleep? Let me try and remeber..oh yeah, i reached there..talked..talked..ate popcorns at 1:00 am, talked..and talked! Early morning someone woke me up and i realized I was supposed to go to school to get my resul today! Oh man, my nervousness knew no bounds! I dressed up and all and finally it was time to go! I reached school and the first paper i get is chem! Hell i was sooo apprehensive and i vaguely remeber the teacher saying the class has done very well! This did kind of help but then came my roll number and shit, i sucked up big time! And you won't believe what my dearest teacher had to say.."Kanika, you have maintained your record..you have got the same marks as you did in the first term!" It was as good as telling someone that he had maintained his record who had flunked yet again! Well I hadn't done so badly also but then my chem paper had went well and i was dreading what would happen in physics, I had really messed up my physics paper! I was loosing all hopes of getting my scholar badge this year but surprisingly I did better in physics! Now can you beat that!
Anyways, then we got a few more papers... and then came maths..the one paper which went the worst! Then again I didn't do so badly, infact i could have easily made above ninety only if i had had time to revise and correct silly mistakes like copying the wrong question or maybe copying a multiplication sign as an addition sign!
Rest i did pretty fine, i have got my scholar badge too and then we bunked most of the time!
I have done extremely well in one subject,mousiki (music) but unfortunately those marks aren't added!I have got some 96 if the teacher does not reduce two marks for not taking my file!I have no clue so as to how i managed to get ALL (the essay type answers are not included) that theory crap right which included time signatures and what not! My friends should be really grateful for I helped quite some of them to atleast pass! I'm in no mood to write anymore!
More later!
Adios
Kanika!

2004-03-25T19:24:00.000+04:00

Just came back..hafta go to arushi's house now.. she's really insisting!
At the verge of a nervous break-down right now.. my result is coming out tomorrow!
God bless me and everyone!
Sorry my posts are getting shorter day by day but i don't have much time right now!
More later,
Adios
Kanika!

2004-03-24T14:07:00.000+04:00

Umm..i'm goig to Saumya's house today (she's back)for a stay over so might not be able to update this blog today! Nothing else to say..
More later
Adios
Kanika!

2004-03-23T18:21:00.000+04:00

I've had a boring day today..So well I slept real late last night and surprisingly I woke up real early! But then I am talking about myself here, so obviously I went off to sleep after having my breakfast!
Later I had my lunch..went online, chatted wid a few people (In the end I finally managed to remember who was who).. then Rachita called up since I was to go to her house and I quickly rushed up and took a bath and went to her house!
That was kinna fun.. we kept laughing like maniacs although!Then I had to go to the place which I really dislike.. The MAAR-KIT for I needed to buy some ethnic clothes for some I'm not sure what.. So I did and my dearest mother wasn't home! HOW RUDE! And not to forget.. I was locked outside my own house!!
so I went to my friend's house again!Huh!!Exhausting it was!
Then I went to the MAAR-KIT with her.. yeah the same ole' place yet again.. and what the hell, I met those suckaz again, the one's I met last time!
Anyways..rest all was boring... we looked around for a while and ended up buying just a pair of shorts!
By the way I checked up.. and my counter says 11 now.. I wonder who checked I mean re-checked the place.. I reckon it was someone who thought it was 'KIDDISH'! Also I admonish this someone (and also JNP) earnestly to please not call me a kid.. anything you like but not a 'KID'!!
Umm ... Oh yeah... I hear that some people are finding the music irritating.. for those dumb witted morons I suggest they click the 'stop' button, that should help!
More later!
Adios
Kanika!!

2004-03-22T14:37:00.000+04:00

Well, my exams are over and life is boring as hell.. So there is nothing to write about. But since there is nothing better to do either, I thought ill write my first ever blog!
First and foremost I'd like to say that I'm awfully bored!!I've tried my best to kill the boredom, but now the boredom is killing me!
Reason being, exams are over... saumya is out of station ( she called up yesterday though) and arushi is out of station too and most friends have started with their new session, so there is nothing to do!
Television has been a big help although.. But star movies and star world are not coming anymore! DISGUSTING it is!!
Internet has been my lifesaver too but the computer has decided to have no mercy on me and keeps giving me queer errors ultimately refusing to perform any functions.(Functions include shutting down, so I have to switch the main switch off and restart!)
Also, I'm going looney these days.. Earlier I thought it was only insomnia that I was suffering from and I wouldn't sleep till late at night.. Now I think I've even got deliria!!! Ok so maybe deliria is like exaggerating it a bit too much, but then something weird is happening! But then, whenever I get lost in my own thoughts the doorbell rings! ( I mention them here for they have been extremely irritating and I have got sick of opening the door again and again since morning) umm.. The phone has been ringing eversince too, but I've decided that I'm not going to pick up the phone at all because all my friends are either out of station, or sooo busy that they don't even care to call up!
I know the blog was boring..But I must tell you that writing this blog has been bloody difficult because first of all there is nothing to write about, second of all I have decided to use proper language and no slangs or the chat lingo which some people find difficult to understand!

more later.. (lets hope there will be something better to write next time!)
Adios
kanika!!